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Originally posted by da pickles
firstly i would like to thank the op for haveing the courage to start this thread . As i read more and more posts/replys the more i felt i was not alone.
i have been haveing recureing dreams about being something different for a long time , recently they have been becomeing more real if that makes sense. In the dreams i am some sort of avengeing angel but involved in some sort of war. some how i can phsically change so it appears i am wearing armour of some description. for some reason i always seem to be jumping from a massive height and landing in a hostile enviroment . not a clue about the meaning of this ! somebody posted earlier about being beaten by siblings but not reataliateing for fear of hurting them . this happened to me also. i have always felt different to others and felt misunderstood.A few days ago i was lying with my eyes closed on the couch just starting to nod off when i was aware of a fly in the room. The strange thing was that i could see it through my fore. if that makes sense to anyone, as i woke /opened my eyes i found i was stareing directly at the fly. I also get tinnatus occasionally in my left ear which only lasts about 30 seconds
i would greatly appreciate if anybody could give me hints on how to meditate i have always classed myself as agnostic but recently for some reasoni have felt the need to try and expand my mind