posted on Apr, 26 2011 @ 07:56 AM
WOW! Really??? I am not alone?!!?
I have always felt it. My earliest memories contain this "feeling".
My family jokingly calls me their "hippy child" and say that I should have been around in the 60's and 70's.
I grew up in the woods. Nature has always "spoken" to me. So many times I have felt a "presence" near me, and never has it been a negative
energy, always a very positive and loving "light". As a child I explained it as unicorns... aren't they supposed to appear to only the innocent?
Made sense to my young mind.
I used to cry in my bed sometimes begging whatever may be listening to take me home, I just wanted to go home. I never felt like home was where I
lived. Couldn't explain it, just felt out of place and that there must be somewhere out there that was home for me.
By the age of 9 or so I began having extreme feelings of deja vous. Conversations with family members, outings, you name it, I felt like I'd "been
there done that".
My son (now 12) is now having these same feelings. He is constantly telling me that he had dreamed a moment that has just passed. He just told me
this morning that his father has actually managed to document one such claim. I'll see if I can manage to get this "proof".
I can't say that I have ever felt this "super power" many of you speak of, but I know that I have always felt that I am meant to be a part of so
much more. My entire life I have felt there is a purpose for me that just hasn't made itself known yet. I can feel change in the air. For my first
30 years I felt I was "waiting" but for the last year or two I can see the changes around me. The consciousness of the world is shifting, and the
events are unfolding. I grow more and more excited every day. I know (as I have always known) that I will see it. I will be here for the Great
Change. I have been preparing my children since their birth, and as of late, have been teaching them more than ever.
I do have some fears, as I do not know (nor will I know before hand) what exactly will happen, and as with all things unknown there will always be
some amount of fear. But, oddly, I do not fear for my children. Other members of my family, yes, but not them. Don't ask me why, I just feel they
are even more a part of this than I am, as they will be 2 of those who will teach and guide after this all comes about.
I believe that I am being spoken to directly. I can have entire conversations with who I believe to be the Creator. She guides me and scolds me and
loves me and comforts me. She has yet to tell me what it is I am meant for. The closest answer I have received is that I will know what I am meant
for when it happens.