posted on Apr, 25 2011 @ 12:43 PM
reply to post by believer74
Last weekend I was in the boondocks and away from ATS and all it's worry, fear and contemplations of doom. It was wonderful to be surrounded by
normal everyday activities, and aside from my mother's questioning (twice) : "Have you seen 2012?" Followed a day later by, "Have you seen 2012?
Oh did I already ask you that? Can you tell I'm stressssssed?!" No one acted like the world was nearing an end, no one seemed too worried about
the wildfires burning the timbers and thickets only a few miles away. No, there was no talk of planet X or alien invasions, or the weird weather
although the general concensus was that we need rain badly!
What I am trying to say, I guess, is, that sometimes I wish I had never stumbled upon the conspiracies, the earthquake and volcano sites, the NWo
information, and all the gloom and doom attatched. I wish I could be like my family members who are oblivious to all the crazy things happening in
this world, as it seems not affect their world.
This knowledge is heavy and is unavoidable once you begin to read the different prophecies (like the Hopi Prophecy among many others) and your brain
begins piecing things together. I wish I could have the ability to doubt what I read and choose ignorance (now that SCARY!!)....but it is too late.
I think....wouldn't it be nice if we were all wrong...that there are not reptilians ruling monarchies and governments worldwide, that there wasn't a
10th planet about to wreak havoc on our planet...that there isn't massive amounts of oil on the bottom of the gulf, depleting the gulf and its
inhabitents of oxygen and ill-fated winds affecting and infecting gulf residents, not to mention the possible weather manipulation and GMO's changing
our food from healthy substinence to toxin and cancer causing poisons. I could go on and on...but I won't. How do you erase and replace such
knowledge? How come "God is good all the time" isn't quite the bandaid I need it to be. If my heart only had room for me and mine, I suppose it
would be easier...but I hate any loss of life when concerning wreckless acts of human and mother nature and cannot close opened eyes.
Sorry to hijack your post with my vent...but where else should I or could I do this except here at ATS?!