Orgasms Without Love Are feeding Evil!

I had a Tommy Tank last night before I went to bed. I tried to contain myself, but I couldn't. I just HAD to. So I logged on to my default porno site and had a Tommy Tank. Whilst I was having the Tommy Tank, I was feeling so guilty with myself that it was almost hard to finish it off. But I still managed. I felt really bad after the Tommy Tank - remorseful, guilty, angry, frustrated, sad and I felt that I let myself down.

I'll try not to have a Tommy Tank again today. I haven't had another Tommy Tank since then. So this is about 12 hours since last Tommy Tank. Wish me luck people.

reply to post by Scorpitarius
Interesting topic ! I do know that everything is inter twined . My lady and I are best friends , when she is down I can pick her up and get her laughing and she can do the same with me . I always look forward to getting home after work , not to the house but to my real home . her hart my real castle

The thing is, I've known for years that it's wrong to have a Tommy Tank. It's like when you have sex with a prostitute, you always feel angry at her for making you do it to her. Then you always get the feeling of wanting to kill her because she made me do it.

Originally posted by coder22
The thing is, I've known for years that it's wrong to have a Tommy Tank. It's like when you have sex with a prostitute, you always feel angry at her for making you do it to her. Then you always get the feeling of wanting to kill her because she made me do it.

I don't know if you're kidding or not. And, if 'Tommy Tank' means masturbating, why do you think it's wrong? Release those feelings of guilt and enjoy it!

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had to laugh the ammount of times i read 'tommy tank'.. lol
but on a serious note .. the feelings of guit and remorse after I've had a barclays bank have made me feel .. bad but at the same time it kills 30 or so minutes ( yes.. I can last that long)
but sometimes it feels .. boring and like I don't want to but still do..
after all. plenty of people have called me a w4nk3r...

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Thank you for your honesty. It helps to know that these words can help someone. It's inspiring to know, which in itself is an increase of energy!
Peace and One Love

reply to post by Scorpitarius What about when you’re looking at porn? If there is no love involved with your orgasm, your energy is not going to Love, it is going to everything that is not love.


What? When people are not in any type of relationship they still need sexual release; this proves that sex is not love and love is not sex. The desire for sex is merely a chemical reaction in the brain, nothing more and nothing less. And to satisfy these urges while being alone is as natural as satisfying one's need for food.

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I'm glad this inspired you a little. Your post and others have pointed me in an very intriguing area of research. I appreciate your honesty.
Peace and One Love!

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Oh no, I disagree. I've said nothing about marriage. In my opinion, marriage is a government tool of control and information gathering, they make it appealing with tax benefits!
I mean Love. Sadly, even marriage doesn't mean Love to many people.Religion is no different than government in that it's a form of control. religions hold some pieces of the truth, but also falsities that keep us disconnected from the true divine source.
Though I can appreciate where you are coming from.

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feeling guilt after masturbation is a result of conditioning, usually. Don't feel guilty about it unless your purpose is to also send out negative energy.
Guilt will add to the negativity in your energy.
Instead, if you don't have a partner to think about or be with, intend for your energy to go to love, whatever true love means to you. envision a tree or a flower, a kitten or a lover. Hold that love in your heart when you express your sexual energy.
Peace and One Love

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I agree that these chemical reactions occur within the body. But why? Is it not energy that would drive these chemical reactions in the first place. Do you not exert energy during an orgasm? Since energy cannot die, where does it go?
Peace and One Love

And the woman I thought they loved me?, but had fake orgasms? , OMG i'm not guilty

Originally posted by Scorpitarius
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feeling guilt after masturbation is a result of conditioning, usually. Don't feel guilty about it unless your purpose is to also send out negative energy.
Guilt will add to the negativity in your energy.
Instead, if you don't have a partner to think about or be with, intend for your energy to go to love, whatever true love means to you. envision a tree or a flower, a kitten or a lover. Hold that love in your heart when you express your sexual energy.
Peace and One Love

Yes, I've often tried this approach when I have a Tommy Tank. I try to think of the past days work, or animals like you say - but I still end up having the Tommy Tank.

Last night I started to cry whilst I was having the Tommy Tank. I don't know what's wrong with me now. I think your thread has screwed me up.

I get the feeling that the OP was written by a new age loon with a political anti porn agenda. I wonder sometimes why new age loons and religious nuts don't get along. Both have this black/white worldview and want to tell others what is right and wrong and how to live. If you think someone is "evil" for loveless masturbation (in reality a perfectly natural victimless "spiritual transgression"), you are in fact "evil" as well because of your own judgment and biases.

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Thank you for your post, it is ALWAYS a pleasure to speak with someone who understands the true nature of our "physical" reality.
I believe the concept of evil is a lack of love. I don't know if I know what duality is, though I've heard the term a lot, however, I don't believe that there cannot be love without hate, or light without dark.
I believe that our entire universe of energy can vibrate at a frequency outside of all negative vibrations. And I believe that is coming.
It is slightly off topic for me to continue, 'cause I'd probably go on forever, heh heh. But I suggest this lecture...

video.google.ca...#

Should you be interested. It's 3 hours or so, but very intriguing.
Talk soon
Peace and One Love

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Thank you for the insight. I have a clearer understanding of things. You made an impact on me

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Because there is a desperate attempt to rid the world of Love in any manner possible!
Don't despair, the vibration of Love is increasing!
Peace and One Love

Originally posted by jiggerj

Originally posted by coder22
The thing is, I've known for years that it's wrong to have a Tommy Tank. It's like when you have sex with a prostitute, you always feel angry at her for making you do it to her. Then you always get the feeling of wanting to kill her because she made me do it.

I don't know if you're kidding or not. And, if 'Tommy Tank' means masturbating, why do you think it's wrong? Release those feelings of guilt and enjoy it!

Having a Tommy Tank IS wrong as this OP states. I have always known deep down that I am feeding evil when I have a Tommy Tank. I never enjoy it. I feel dirty, unclean and now I get depressed when I have a Tommy Tank, as I said - I started to cry in the middle of my Tommy Tank last night. I'm going to try hard not to have a Tommy Tank today.

Wish me luck, I'll keep everyone updated.

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Interesting thread. I agree with many of your positions. Positivity and the benefits are something I've experienced although I've never considered this during sex. Perhaps it is I have not had to. I think I've been on positive grounds with my wife since we've been together 30+ years. I found early on that I was better in every aspect of my life for being near her. I fed off/ benefitted from being near her positive/loving energy. I've told anyone and everyone when the topic has come up that she is the best person I know and that I am infinitely better for being around her. I am not alone in thinking this as my wife is a "people magnet" to say the least. Not in a sexual way mind you. She is more of what I call an "earth mother". She has this universal appeal and everyone likes her from the first and wants to know her. Children flock to her. Literally.

Thus my end of the bargain has been a conscious effort to make her life better for having me in it. She's still with me after all these years and so I must be on the right track. Or.... she's just so good that she has pity on me knowing my failings. Either way, I happily accept my lot in life.

There's still much to be said for monogamy, no matter your sexual orientation. There is much positive to be gained from "loyalty" and knowing you're loved beyond a doubt. Love, marriage, coupling, whatever you call what you have is hard work and worth it. If you're with the right person you will change. You will simply become a better you and that's a good thing. Just my experience.

Originally posted by coder22
The thing is, I've known for years that it's wrong to have a Tommy Tank. It's like when you have sex with a prostitute, you always feel angry at her for making you do it to her. Then you always get the feeling of wanting to kill her because she made me do it.

I have had some pretty awesome time with ladies of the night all over Asia and to be honest.............. They were pretty fantastic and the best part is after 3 or 4 times, you can go for free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But on a more serious note........... Does anyone here really think a good shag or a good 'Tommy Tank' is about to bring on 2012? Come on people, we are supposed to ejaculate, other wise we have wet dreams (involuntary ejaculation during sleep) to release the build up of spunk. I once masturbated in my high school principle's office while she was away........... I am sure my grades improved............ Just an example to say of all the things we should be worrying about, lobbing off a vitamin shower isn't that important.