Hello ATS!!
First, I want to apologize to anyone who has ever read some of my threads in the 'gray area' and gotten interested in what I was talking about, but
didn't get a chance to ask me questions or wanted to read more about some of the scenarios that play out in many of my dreams.
The apology is mainly for not making a new thread in so long, but the reality to it is, I simply have not had any out-of-the-ordinary dreams in the
past few months.
I do constantly have dreams where I am able to get out of my body. In fact, I have trained myself to use different techniques to enter into an OBE
(Out-of-Body Experience, sometimes called an OoBE) whenever I would like. This is always done at my bed time.
I can't be simply siting in a chair, watching TV and decide I want to have an OBE. I have to be completely relaxed, in a very quiet and dark place
where I can concentrate, uninterrupted.
I Have already written about the onset of my OBE's and some of the techniques I have developed for myself. These techniques may work for you, but I
strongly suggest you use your own techniques to induce your very own personal OBE- since there is no one who knows your body and your physiological
patterns.
If you are interested more in the techniques I have developed or if you would like to see some different techniques or training videos, just send me a
U2U (ATS Mail/Personal Message) and I will give you all the help you ask for, since I believe that each and every person should experience and OBE at
least once - I also believe that each and every single person alive is capable of having an OBE - with exception to those who have a disability that
would prevent such an experience.
Ok, so that is for another thread, I just wanted to let you know I can and will help you pursue an OBE for yourself, if you are interested.
This thread is about a recent dream I had, it was a lucid, or waking, dream. A lucid dream is very detailed, to the point that you can feel hot and
cold, emotions, lots of colors, and you also have complete control of your dream and everything in it.
You can literally control the actions of every aspect of a waking dream, that is if you know you are having a lucid dream. Lucid dreams can be
experienced without you ever gaining control, simply because it feels and seems so real, you may just not ever realize it is a dream, even though
everything is so vivid, even more so than real life in many instances.
I want to share with you the recent dream I had, because it is definitely out of the ordinary definitely for me.
In recent threads I have authored in the grey area I told about experiencing sleep paralysis - a trait of OBE and nightly sleep patterns that occurs
naturally in each and everyone of us.
When you experience sleep paralysis it is because you have woken up quicker with your mind than your body has. So when this happens you will lay
there, completely frozen - literally paralyzed - until your body comes out of the SP state. This is done instinctively by your body to keep you from
acting out your dreams while sleeping. I has probably already saved you many times from a fall from the bed to the floor, kicking your partner in bed,
screaming out loud during a dream (which can still happen anyway, though most of the times you yell while in SP you will sound like a person who is
deaf sounds when they talk. - sorry for that reference if it offends you, it is the closest comparison I can think of)
When you lay down to go to sleep your body will eventually enter SP and then you will enter REM sleep after your body goes to SP. Your body also has
a built in function to test and make sure you are really all the way asleep. You ever drifted off to dream land only to be awoken by your leg, or
even you whole body, jerking violently? This is your body checking to see if you are asleep.
If you can get to this point while remaining lucid and conscious you will be able to stand up straight out of your body!
Ok, enough of the explanations, let me tell you about this strange dream from a couple nights ago:
I have written in previous threads about and experience where I have woken up with SP an felt a presence in my room. I have literally seen a small
e-wok looking troll creature at the foot of my bed, but the most incredible experience I have had with SP and seeing beings in my room is when I awoke
with SP to see a tall person, head almost to ceiling, wearing a robe, arms crossed in front, and long blonde hair.
Several months ago when I first saw this being in my room I was completely shocked, coupled with the fear of not being able to move because of SP,
well you can imagine the unrest and panic I felt.
The first time I saw this being he stood next to my bed, near my shoulders and simply stared at me for about a minute, but seemed like and hour. He
didn't move what-so-ever. When I began trying to wiggle my hand or my arm, to snap myself out of SP, the being slowly went backwards to the corner of
my room, where he faded away into thin air!!
That was probably the scariest and most detailed experience I have ever had with my SP or OBE's... until a couple nights ago.
I laid down to get some sleep, I was extremely tired, so I fell to sleep very fast. I went almost immediately into a dream state. I was dreaming, but
my dream was of me, lying in bed, trying to fall asleep. I realized I was already sleeping and began to try an OBE. Usually I can simply roll over
out of my body, then I can float to the ceiling, float through walls, fly around outside, really anything I want to do - this night was different.
When I tried to roll over out of my body I couldn't. I began to question why I couldn't and almost immediately I began to sense that there was a
pure evil entity in my room, causing me to stay asleep and not be able to OBE.
I could open my eyes and look, but I could not move my body at all, complete Sleep Paralysis. I still could not see the entity, but I knew it was
there. I tries to wake myself again and I thought I had succeeded, until I tried to roll over out of bed and found that I was still asleep,
experiencing SP.
I could still sense the strange entity, so I tried to wake myself once more and again I thought I had, but found I was still in SP and sensing the
evil being. I began to have scary thoughts, such as; this evil entity will not let me wake up, it is holding me hostage here, trying to scare me for
some reason.
I tried again, still no luck, and again I tried, with the same results. After several attempts to pull myself from SP I was able to move my fingers
enough that they touched my stomach and caused me to wake up, thankfully.
When I rolled over I checked the room and found nothing out of the ordinary, which made sense at the time, because I could not see the evil, only
sense it.
As I lay there wondering what happened, I asked my god to look after me while I sleep and to run off any evil beings/spirits. I know that can sound
crazy, but when you have just had an experience like I described, you may find yourself praying to your Gd as well. =-)
Ok, so after I asked my God to protect me I was confident that it was all just happening in my dream/SP state of sleep and I decided to return to
sleep.
This time I quickly fell asleep again, but I was laying on my back with my face pointing toward the center of the room, so I could see everything
going on, in case the same thing happened again.
Sure enough I was able to enter into SP and also stay conscious. 99.999% of the time when this occurs this way I can roll out of my body, like I have
so many times in the past, and begin an OBE experience.
However, this time was also different than what I normally experience.
I had asked that I could see the tall man again, the one who had visited me months ago, but I had not seen him since the first encounter.
When I tried to roll over out of my body to enjoy my OBE, I found that could not move or get out this time either!
I struggled for a moment trying to get out of my body, but I was stuck in it like a magnet holding me there. I opened my eyes, while still in sleep
paralysis, and saw the torso of a tall man, wearing a robe.
It was the same man that ad been there so many months before. He did not move, did not say a word to me. I couldn't tell what he was thinking. He
just stood there as if he were observing me for some reason.
After 15-20secs he turned hi head to face the closet of my bedroom. He was looking at someone else, though I couldn't see them. I could see his
mouth moving, as though he was having a conversation with whoever he was looking at. Even though his mouth was moving, I could not hear what he was
saying, nor could I read his lips.
After a few seconds of talking to the person in the closet, he turned back toward me and began to stare again.
The first time I had ever seen him I got scared really fast, but this time I was determined not to. I wanted to see how long he would stay and if I
could figure out what the deal is with him even being here in my room like that.
So, as I am watching him - it has now been ell over 1minute duration, since I first saw him, he kneeled down and set nearly Indian style on the floor
next to my bed. He was so tall that, even though he was kneeling, his head still come above the side of my bed. He was literally only inches, 1 ft
maximum, away from my body and at the level of my shoulders, so he was effectively right next to my head with his.
He began to talk to me, moving his mouth and obviously trying to say something to me, but I couldn't hear it, not even a sound at all. He did not
seem irritated by my non-response to him words. he acted indifferently.
He rose back to his feet after about 15-20secs on the floor. I tried to say something to him, I was wanting to ask him what he was, why he is here
and what does he want from me, but the only sound I could make was a moaning sound - kinda creepy sound. I knew what I wanted to say, I could see the
words in my mind's eye, I simply couldn't say them.
He seemed as if he started to glow as I was trying to talk to him. I realized he was not glowing, but he was dis-appearing. Have you ever seen a
windscreen on the backdoor of a home or on the outside window of a home?
This screen is what he began to look like all over. I mean, with every passing second he was fading away, he had thousands ot tiny transparent spots
on his body that resembled the holes in a wind screen. His dis appearance was much different than last time, I would even say it was 100% different.
The last time he backed up and dis-appeared quickly, this time it seems almost as if he wanted me to watch him dematerialize right before my eye - and
I did.
After a few seconds of his vanishing act he was gone. About 10seconds, maybe less, after he left I was able to pull myself out of SP and look around
the room for signs of this guy or of the person he was talking to. Of Course I did not locate any evidence of their visit, I am sure it is because it
happen in the astral plane, if you are familiar with that.
I never did get a message, understand what he was talking about, didn't figure out who he is or what his purpose was. It was plain to see that he had
vanished right before my eyes.
These dreams, OBE's, and Sleep Paralysis events are very interesting and if I didn't know better I would swear that this man was actually,
physically in my room.
Anyone have any idea what is going on in a scenario like this?
Thanks for reading, please post with your ideas!! What/who do you think he could be and what is the purpose of dreaming or seeing someone like this
during a lucid/waking dream?
So strange, I hope some of you here on ATS can enlighten me a bit with that you think he is.
thanks again!