posted on Apr, 17 2011 @ 08:21 AM
reply to post by SheeplFlavoredAgain
I greatly appreciate your support, really - thank you. Feel free to U2U me if you'd like. I am interested in your daughters abilities. I used to
lean so heavliy into skeptisim. You know claiming there was no such thing as ghosts, UFOs etc. Then I did some thinking about my own life and
realized I was not being honest with myself. I had a "visitor" at around age 6. I couldn't move and watched this person sit across from me and
smoke. Perhaps it was just a dream but it was terrifying and seemed so real! I had a memory of being killed in an auto accident when I rode through
and intersection when I was very young - it confused me completely and I still cannot explain that.
I really don't put much stock in mothman aside from curiosity about the concept of other dimensions which is something I have wondered about for many
years and seems to be the thought about this creature. I myself had a twinge of extreme fear one day where we now live - I saw a sort of shadow
image, large, dark - fleeting as if I only saw a part of something - I thought perhaps my eyes played tricks on me, but it did strike me the
overwhelming wave of fear. It was a sudden chill bump twinge experience.
We live on the edge of a sink hole. It is a large circular depression with a tree portal around the edge. When you stand down inside of it - it is
quite an odd sensation. I have written I live in Florida which is a basically a large limestone sponge - I attribute this topography to my
earthquake sensativity because I did not sense when the earth was going to move when I lived in other locations. I think I can "hear" the limestone
sing down here, that is my explaination for "knowing" when earthquakes will happen. It soothes me to come up with logical explainations.
I am aware I can "hear" things, and this started with the Radar overseas during my deployment. Scientifically I think there could be explanations
about some of these things. I am less afraid to discuss it now although I don't stand on street corners - people who practice yoga, work with Qi in
forms of martial arts, or practice Reiki - or other body work seem more open to discussions. Is this because they are of that type anyway or is this
because they understand and accept more that cannot be explained?
I don't really know much about the supernatural and will not make claims about it. I will state I just don't know and understand certain things and
I am open to thinking about things. What I DO KNOW as fact is that human beings lie and subvert information to advance political or religious aims -
I say this anthropologically and not as a conspiracy instigator. I think there are things about this world, this reality, the human body that are
not easily within our grasp to understand and this is what I try to express to my child. We still continue to learn things. The human genome was not
fully mapped until 2003! Just now they are beginning to understand how "old" viruses, meaning viral dna changes from thousands of years ago can
hide in our own bodies - this is leading to new understanding about illnesses and triggers for things like MS. Maybe this seems off topic, but the
point I am making is there is just so much we don't understand until we develop "bigger microscopes" so to speak. That is my stance on "openess"
What is disconcerting about this mothman thing is the portent for disaster stuff. Due to my "earth sense" I had promonitions about a big quake 2
days before Japan - I didn't not know where it would happen - I had a lucid dream where I realized the earth was going to move . . . . so I have
begun to take these signs, intutions and statements of others a bit more to heart. My sense is these awful storms we are experiencing in the South
might be connected to my son's "vision" - when I try to "feel" in the space that is what I recieve.