1/ Sacrifices made ...in Teens?
yes,lots,made to grow up way to fast!!!
2/ Separation from father.
we can take this two ways
1I grew up without my father but met him again when i was 14.
2if your on about my girls dad yes we did split and thats how i never sew them for 4 years,as he kept putting things in my way to stop/delay me making
contact with them again and they were so young there was not much i could do.
3/ Losses in the past, but making up for it now.
i sure am,got 2 boys now and doing everything i should of 1st time round
they are 2 and 3.my girls also come and see me for holidays and
slept for the 1st time a few weeks ago.I.ll tell ya waking up with them all in the same house was a buzz i,ve never had before
4/ Little Gem/Gemma/Gemini???
At 1st you stumped me on this one!!!!Until my boyfriend came and read it and was like"I,m gemini,my star sign"!!!!!!!He is the person
resonsable for this pic EVER happening.As when i met him i was not fighting for them at all,didn,t even know where they,d moved and in my dark hour i
thought"the girls are better off without me,i.m useless and waste of space"(the relationship between me and the girls dad was abusive
But my bf made me see that i,m they,re mum and they need me so i got clean and fought like mad
5/ A crucifix - given by Gran or mother.
This spooked me out!!!!As monday evening i was on about a picture my nans got its of god knocking on the door of your heart(light of the world
its called)I,ve always loved this picture and was saying when my nan does go to higher places i want it as all the other grandchildren were all scared
of it bar me.I take comfort from the story behind it and warms me.my nan would say "thats jesus knocking on the door of your heart,will you let him
inn?".......still brings a smile to my face
6/ Relative with a blood disorder has caused concern, but is okay.
wow my mum was told 2 years ago she had diabeties but the type that can be controled by diet and it is okay as shes got it sorted now with
just minding what she eats
7/ Sisters children treated like your own. Or vice versa. 7B (Do you mother a child that isn't yours).
I did try to stop my sister giving up her daughter back in 1996 and even had the child for her(at the time i was 16 and hadn,t a clue)But i am
always the nanny so to speak.When ever i,m with friends,im the one that keeps an eye on all the kids...often found digging for worms or picking
come on it is for the kids
8/ More independent now than in the past.
For sure,i use to hate being alone.But once i left my ex i took time out and built my home into a home and got to know myself instead of being
what everyone wanted me to be!!!!!!.
9/ Catching up on Life/Education. A time of learning.
Spot on,only been saying the last few weeks that i,d like to go back to collage once boys start fulltime schooling,to train as a midwife
10/ Done too much for others in the past, future is about addressing your needs. Overall I would say CHANGES for the better was the main thrust of
what I got from the pic you posted.
Full marks to you maya27.Its my time soon and like i said above once my boys are in school then i WILL make something of my life.its time to
better myself now.I will always be a person that likes to help others and thats why i thought being a midwife would be spot on for me.
Thank you for taking the time to read for me. oh one last thing.
I forgot to add "Stay on the water". ????
I,ve always been tee total my drink of choise is coffee,but of late i,ve been having the odd glass of wine or 2,3,4.so i think this could be
saying to stick to what i know best(which ain,t wine lol)so i think i,ll start taking my coffee like i use to,thanks for the warning
great job hun,really enjoyed it.