posted on Apr, 10 2011 @ 03:17 PM
I'll just say as far as your "friends" are concerned...
If someone alienates you for who and what you are, no matter what your beliefs, fears or problems may be, they are not your friend.
If someone does not like you for who and what you are, screw 'em. There's 6 billion other people in the world that just might, and those others are
not worth wasting your time on.
As to the fear/etc:
Being afraid is a normal circumstance. "Fear" as an emotion is used as a warning system for you to pay attention to something happening around you
and take action to keep yourself safe.
If you refuse to listen to your conscience regarding what you see, then what comes down the line to you will be on you. Regardless, this life is
merely a game and we all get another turn at anotehr time.
Since you're still young, you have a wonderful opportunity to avoid getting too jaded and "stuck" in the system. It'll be easy for you to learn
alternative ways of doing things. For example: Why pay $100k for a house when you can build one out of recycled materials on a piece of land that
costs you less than $100 a motnh? AND you can build it for less than $2000.
Why pay high prices on food when you can grow your own with aquaponics? There's families growing over 6000 pounds of food a year on 1/10th of an acre
of land doing that, year round. AND do it using recycled materials that you can get for FREE?
There's so many ways to do things differently from the way the system tells you it has to be. Be free. With freedom comes lack of fear.