reply to post by mkkkay
Only the one depended on the mind frame, it was like a test of my direct pouring out my heart, and the vibrations. The others were more contact,
telepathy, this contact occurs, with me first being aware of their presence, sensing the craft, and them, there is a change in frequency. I see
images and words, sentences, occasionally a voice, but usualy its like being plugged into their consciousness so the communication is thought
processes, but with theirs, everyone on their own signature. I've been in group meetings like this,and the visual is always given. Its like they
hijack my input systems, the same systems that views the world, is taken over, so akin to a movie playing in my mind.
This began with contact first, then an immediate siting of a craft, that our whole family saw, for 5 minutes roughly. This became, contact inside,
and me totally rejecting this experience, and refusing to accept it as real, going outside and a greeting and a craft, until, the trusting in self and
experiences became stronger, in which case, sitings are far less common now. Nearly every craft was shared with my son, he even called me out for
some of them. Very low, unlike most sitings, ranging from 50 feet soundless over the roof with a greeting, to maybe 100-150 range. Some would
disappear right at the roofline, others go higher. we were right on the edge of town and the city lights begin there, so we could see, at the one
spot, what was under the red light. Because of this, they disappear or arc up higher. Sometimes they let you see. The ones with the red light, no
wingspan, 30 foot roughly, soundless, were saucers. The 50 foot one, greeted me loudly in my head. It sounded like a male, European (stilted formal)
voice, and there had been an event in the sports field across the road. I literally thought a European man was coming around the bushes. Then this
craft, very low, odd shaped whitish light, like a wedge triangle of light. My son said, it was flying tail down, nose in the air, and was like a
wingless plane, or cigar shape, but the way it was flying nose up, created this wedge of light around it.
Now just before this wake up occurred, and this is what it was to me, having never searched for ufology on the computer or any nwo issues, so was
really unaware, except for once. Once had searched for a sighting we had we had when we were younger, because this was ongoing, over my whole
lifetime, and my family had sitings, my brother missing time with a driving partner, and I was always terrified someone was in the room and spent most
of my childhood climbing into bed with my parents, sleeping with the light on until I was 20 or more. But it was in lockdown, kept from me. So when
I did an online search, only quantum physics things came up. No ufology. Then, finally just before the first siting and contact, had done the search
again. Several years in between, and watched the disclosure project, project camelot interviews, and found new world order issues. Endgame, and
numerous other documentaries. Was in learning mode at the time. Then found some ET script, and that was it. Went into a very traumatic episode of
having walls crumple, rivers of sorrow trying to drown me, remembered childhood things, my own siting of a grey, glimpses of a base with my brother,
episodes that had occurred, that had been set aside all along by me as they didn't fit into anything I knew about, so they were shelved deeply in
me.
The first out of many sitings happened a few days after this. It was a major wake up period.
Two abductions for the family in this period as well, one that was caused a lot of fear, and was given a choice to remember or sleep. Sleep was the
choice. In both cases, just over a year apart, new before hand they would occur. The first it was just given me and was trying to stay up all night,
but was so exhausted from reformatting a computer twice, and it wasn't working out, it was frustrating, so finally went to bed. My son reported an
hour missing time next morning, he had wounds on his head and I had a huge chunk out of my foot and a burn, and a few glimpses of memories. The
second time, no wounds. Opened the door, and saw a pinky, not a grey color. I thought we were going to go through the same thing. But was given a
surreal dream of whole family abducted, a see through ufo, and being told, you might as well come on board and fill out the questionaire too with your
son, it will only take 15 minutes. My second oldest, said the whole room jolted for him, and he felt like he had been dropped off, he was quite
alarmed, he's the one that had several missing time episodes and in the dream, he, my father and brother were abucted, my oldest son and I were
invited to fill out questionaires. Directly after seeing a muted rose colored, grey at the back door. I've been told that these are projections, or
what we are allowed to see, by Lou Baldin, on his sight where I've asked a few questions.
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