posted on Apr, 13 2011 @ 01:26 AM
reply to post by Gaussq
My equipose and samhadi, I have been told, is quite strong. I lived at a Tibetan monastery and had an intense retreat for 3 months in 1998 after
giving away all of my worldly possessions in an attempt to reduce my Karma.
I received some rare and high level empowerments, but wasn't exactly sure what I wanted. My teacher at the time sent me to India to find what I was
looking for (I think he knew as an incarnated Tulku, but couldn't show me due to Karma).
I fell back into daily life while trying to wrap up my business and renounce my old life and never made it to India.
I had always had a feeling that I should attain enlightenment in my own country if the teachings were available. I was told that due to my sudden
renouncement I would be subject to the "boomerang effect."
I needed to take things gradually in order to avoid the karmic backlash.
I fell even further, got married and my daughter was born in 2000. She was born somewhat enlightened and it has been all I could do to keep her from
copying the other kids. She could sit in the full lotus position since birth and has as strong an equipose as me since she was 3. She is not like
the other kids and tries to help them to a fault. She even takes blame for them because she does not want to see them suffer. It has been difficult
for me to watch it all unfold.
My wife is a 9th degree black sash and has been studying Shing-I kung fu since birth. She knows these forms already as Ba Gua.
My hope is that the 3 of us will benefit from this practice, help others and not add to our daughters karma.
Again, I cannot thank you enough for reuniting me with this teaching.