I think I am with you OP and some of the others on this thread. I feel that something is coming, and that something isn't good. I'm not sure what it is, and may not ever know....until it happens. I feel that I am going through the process of what you all seem to call waking up. I was brought to this site by doing some research on my own, and once I got here, I haven't been able to pull myself away much. I have tried to talk to co-workers, family, friends, etc, and some listen and are intrigued, while others kind of give me that look. Regardless, I have started building my emergency kit of food and other supplies, but there are times where I wonder if it even matters. If even a fraction of the theories for the next 20 months are correct, having food and water and other supplies won't even make a difference. But, I feel compelled to try and take care of my wife and kids, and if it means building a kit to help out, then I'll give it a shock. As for becoming awake, I feel better about it because it helped me prepare. I have talked with my wife about it, and I think she has bought in for sure, but I also think I have really freaked her out. Not freaked out because of her thinking I am losing it, but the fear of what may be coming. It feels so surreal. I keep going to work, I keep doing all of the normal, daily things, like a lot of people do, awake or not. But I just keep having this feeling that work and the daily life may not matter soon. The sane voice just keeps telling me that there is a good chance that nothing will happen. Comet Elenin has me thinking for sure, but so does Comet Honda, which may come closer than Elenin.
Then there is the talk (and evidence for that matter) of the bunkers being built or already built all over the world. Even skeptics can't deny that.
Sure, the thought may be that it is just a way of being prepared, similar to me gathering some food and water. But, this is preparation on a grand
scale. Millions and millions of dollars are being put into these projects, which in and of itself is odd considering a lot of governments are on the
verge of financial collapse. It is enough to make you wonder for sure. Being that I don't have a bunker currently, or the dollars to buy my way into
one, I have begun researching my local area to see if there are any bunkers that may even have been from the cold war era. Sure, they may not do what
the new versions do, but again I have to start planning for a way to attempt to save my family.
Coincidences? Or, no coincidences? I'm not sure, yet. Sure, the name of the Elenin discoverer sure seems designed, but who knows, maybe it is truly
just chance. I have a hard time with the different dimensions theory, and that I just need to see things in a different way. It seems that it is
saying I just need to be at peace with what is coming, and let it all happen. To me, that thought is the same as the airlines using pure oxygen for
the passengers when the plane is going down, which gives them a euphoric effect in whcih they will be ok with the plane going down. Or, in Firely's
Serenity movie, and how they tried to come up with a way to remove violence from humans, and in turn they just stopped caring for anything and
everyone and just let themselves die. I have an urge to prepare, to be as ready as I can, and at least give a good fight for survival for myself and
Well, sorry for the rant. I just found that the words kept flowing, and in some way, maybe it will help me. Great post OP for sure, and I thank you