reply to post by Brianegan
You are acting as if free will has gone out the window...It doesnt have to be either or it also might be both. You are free to travel your own path as
I am free to believe that our paths may differ but end up in the same place.
For what it is worth I am not trying to be accusatory, unflattering or unkind. I am excited and happy for you that you are making the progress you
are.
Yet I have concerns for you, for everyone who is wrestling with becoming aware, for I do believe ultimately you will be faced with a hard choice.
A choice of embracing the infinite possibilities of the universe very much the way you arrived, on your own, very much how you have always been, alone
in your mind, with your thoughts and in your own little self contained universe, and very much unable to take those people and those things you love
along with you.
It’s a big step, one that there is no real turning back from, and one you ultimately do have to make on your own.
That’s going to be very hard I imagine for everybody facing that challenge. We all struggle to love and be loved here in this time and place and
plane of existence, to know and to be known, and most of us have realized that what makes our life here tolerable to magical to downright wonderful at
times are those people we share those precious moments with, that sustain us during dark, troubled and lonely times and bring a smile to our faces
when we think of then and them.
Our present world is not ideal, and while it sounds a bit dark, misery loves company.
So I suspect many if not all of us will be within short order facing that hard choice, of evolving to a better existence and place and way, and having
to give up the security blanket of who and what we know to do so, or hanging in here to the very end, afraid or unwilling to sever the ties and the
hopes many still have for a life that they really thought they would have here, based on rules that they feel they know and understand, and
limitations that they have comfortably come to live with.
Or in some cases not so comfortably but accustomed to all the same.
You see my friend people love to talk about 2011/2012, ascension, a higher vibration density, a harvest, etc, and love to dream and imagine that they
are now fully aware, or becoming aware, yet the truth is many haven’t quite reconciled that it will all boil down to one moment, a moment that might
call at any time, a moment that might call several times for the reluctant or wary, when yes, it all changes, and everything you knew, good, bad or
ugly, is gone, and a whole new world and existence of discovery and adventure begins.
It doesn’t begin and then you get to say hold on, I need to go back to the 7-Eleven to grab a pack of smokes and call Aunt Bertha because I forgot
to say good bye.
It’s a hit the ground running and off and running moment that is truly going to be the greatest challenge any of us have ever faced, and the biggest
test any of us have ever born witness too.
When the fairytale becomes reality, when reality is your fairytale and suddenly everything is forevermore different.
Are you ready? Maybe, but it’s doubtful if you are still here.
In a universe of infinite possibilities, no it’s unlikely you and I or any of us, or any number of us actually end up together again in the same
time and space, and that’s something that I think most if not all of us will find disturbing.
There are many self-help gurus who are in essence forming cults, creating intricately woven stories of what people might expect.
I came here alone, I anticipate leaving alone, and I very much think all of us would like to believe somewhere, someplace we have a true home, one yet
to be revealed, or one long forgotten, but home is where your heart is.
Your heart is likely going to break at the thought of never seeing some people again, of never getting to do some things again, of never having the
kind of end you once likely imagined waited for you here, but when you are ready, and one day you will be ready, you will move on and leave it all
behind, as we always do, as we always have, as we always will, one way or another.
Here’s to new ways!
Good luck to you.
