posted on Apr, 3 2011 @ 07:53 PM
Ok so more things I can think of:
People I have never met walking up to me and shaking my hand, like they are proud of me and happy to meet me.
I realize I am going in circles at my work. It is just busy work. My work seems to have no purpose.
If they will speak to you, they will give you the answer, you just have to listen. Although if you ask them something directly, they cannot answer
with a direct yes or no. What they will do is tell you a story. Like you ask them "hey how long have you been able to read people?" they will give
you an answer like "I cant do that. There was this person I knew in my past one time that studied for 22 years how to read minds, never knew what
happened to him". They do not want to lie to you, but they are bound by a set of rules not allowing them to answer the question directly. The answer
is in reading between the lines. IF you dont understand this and need me to elaborate let me know.
The things they seem to concentrate on for the most part, are in fact positive. I was very afraid at first as things started being revealed to me. I
thought that I was going to be hurt by them, and at first it seemed like they were attacking me. I only later realized they were trying to teach me
through examples. I still at this point do not know if its in my best interest or not. I do know it has made me smarter, and landed me a job that puts
me in some places I never thought I would have access to as well as pays pretty well in a bad economy. I realize this is no random coincidence. Its
like they have been guiding my destiny and what happens to me, keeping me safe along the way. At the same time, I question if it all just happened,
then I rationalized it as "destiny" happening when its just where they put me. I even question if free will exists. We are constantly influenced and
never really allowed to form opinions for ourselves, at least as I know it as of this point. Like our entire lives.
So these things started happening, and it makes me wonder, why cant they catch people like murderers who are in hiding and things like that. It doesnt
seem to happen and the only conclusion I can come up with is that not everybody is like that. Like there are less of them and more of us. Its like
they are present in society to guide us in the right direction without too much direct intervention.
It has been referenced to me that these revealed details are 2012 related. It may not be the end of the world but a new mental age. Or maybe ETs will
finally reveal themselves. I do know some of the experiences/teachings they are sharing are somewhat biblical in nature, but seem to not be religious.
Spiritual is the word I think. They are all different but have that same code they all have to adhere to. Ive talked to some that believe in God, but
the majority seem to believe in the "little g" god. The argument is that the Bible is a reference or outline to try to live your life to. They seem
to reward people that adhere to its teachings. Growing up all the "good" people overall seemed to get to where they wanted and the "bad" in jail,
dead, etc. This is no coincidence. I myself still believe in God. I feel like its an overlapping force type of situation. Everybody has to answer to
somebody. Hence the code they have to live by. They have rules as well.
I was a somewhat bad person in my past and have since about 15 years of age concentrated on trying to be both a better and and good person. I feel
like the trials and tribulations I endure are a repayment of sorts, but I have both made up for my sins and gone further in trying to be selfless. Why
try to just do what I have to and not go beyond that if I can? Im not the type of person, so I continue to give as much as I can at all times. Maybe
thats why I get the privlidge of communicating with them the way I do. I have asked if that is why I cannot do what they do and the past doesnt really
have a bearing. You are born with it or you are not.
Through my communication with them, I feel reincarnation does exist, as does the soul. There is definetly an afterlife, but it may not be the heavenly
gates as we have been conditioned to think (or maybe it is?) But there is a reason to persue honesty, integrity, and all that stuff our society has
lost, being a good person does have bearing on the future after this life.
The lessons they try to teach you come in the form of elaborately set up controlled scenarios designed to influence you in some way. An experiment of
observation of reactions to certain conditions/stimulus if you will. The more you pay attention, the more you will pick up that there is a lot they
still can miss and its not 100% in their control. Imagine those Punked type shows designed to see how a person will react to certain conditions.
Similar to that, but the desired outcome is for YOUR benefit. To learn something.
Its kind of made me have a lot of ideas, some of which I know are not true but to give examples of things that im talking about: free will does not
really exist, we are in a prison and do not realize it, they are experimenting on us and we just happen to learn as a side effect or pick up whats
going on, they feed on emotions like fear and anger, governments do not really exist-they are set up to keep us busy and educate us on how a civil
community works, human beings (primitive ones) are hyper-violent and thats why we are imprsioned, you are working on something in this life-it is not
pointless, and many many many more ideas ive explored/questioned.
As far as I know, im kind of late to the ball game on this, and many people are already "awake". If anyone has anything to share as well or can give
explanation or elaborate on my ideas, im good with that as well.