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Originally posted by GypsK
I do not believe in demons.
However, I used to... and this day I wonder if it was believe in them that set the memory of my experience to what it is now? Or would I have experienced the exact same thing without that believe?
I was very young and naive at the time of the following, barely 17 and very much into the darker types of magic, everything power related. I wanted power and nothing more. Not just me, me and my older sister.
Again, I do NOT hold on to those beliefs anymore, just in case someone desided to judge me in the present, my beliefs and my spiritual life is nothing like it was back then.
One day we had the brilliant idea that we where going to call for a demon, not just any demon, we wanted to summon the 'top of the bill'. I don't know why we did it, there was no specific reason other then that we believed we could. We could and we would. It was a game and we where in it for the thrill.
So we did a very dramatic ritual, drew a pentagram on the floor, black candles, spells, etc... the whole thing. We chose an empty bedroom on the second floor of the house she rented back then. Other then that we both felt very energized, nothing happened.
A few months later I moved in with my sister and made my bedroom in the room we had performed the ritual. I hadn't even thought about it anymore, those days we where constantly trying out all kinds of related things. besides, the ritual hadn't worked so we forget about it quickly.
The first days I slept there nothing happened.
Then one night I woke up and saw a dark figure standing outside my window (on the second floor). I went to get my sister but by the time she came to look there was nothing to see. I dismissed it with "maybe it was our drunk neighbor beying a pervert."
But a couple of nights later, I was not asleep yet, when I felt 'something' physically touching me, as real as any person would touch me. It started at my feet and slowly crawled up my legs. It was so creepy and so real, I jumped out of bed, the next day moved out of that bedroom and we locked the door forgood.
After that things started to happen throught the whole house though, mostly electrical appliances that cought fire, and 3 fires in one week is not a coincidense anymore.
One day I was in the badtub and had the door locked, when her boyfriend came knocking on the door 'pls let me in the tub, let me in the tub let me in the tub'... it freaked me out. I told my sister about it and her boyfriend said 'I remember doing that but it wasn't me! I don't know why I did that!' (I believed him because it wasn't like him to do something like that)
The next month I moved out and weeks later they moved to another house as well.
Unfortunattely it was a friend of my parents who bought the house and moved in there with their teenage son. A boy who had no mental condition at the time and was just like any other boy his age. One year later he was admitted in a mental institution and diagnozed with schitzophrenia.
For a long time I believed that me and my sister have ruined this boy's life.
but like I said at the top, I don't believe in these things anymore... but how can I dismiss an experience like this? I know something WAS going on and because of my change in what I do and dont believe, this is still a big conflict I struggle with.
Originally posted by nithaiah
Same goes for summoning up devils and their energies. You have to pick up the phone and dial the number... or, not metaphorically, correctly perform the specific ritual associated with the intelligence you are attempting to summon. Their names alone are not enough, unless you're rather good at yelling into the aether and meaning it.edit on 3-4-2011 by nithaiah because: (no reason given)
-- This demon has, on numerous occasions, wanted me personally. Do you think the demon wants to possess me? Would a past life reading possibly help narrow down why?
-- Does anyone have any inkling as to if this is a specific demon or as to why this demon maintains one specific appearance?
-- Should we cleanse the space? How would we go about doing that if we aren’t allowed to burn anything? (That’s the only type of cleansing that I know about.)