I respect your opinion, and thank you for the reply. I call myself a Shaman because we have a lifetime of spirits behind us. We had to learn young
about the spirits around us. I have been a spiritual healer of one kind or another all my life, and have been studying under a incredible Shaman for
three years now, and have even got to teach a few times now, and have been through many experiences along this path before I adopted that term after a
nod from my own spirit guide. An experience wherein I was shown my own healing song and ritual.
I struggled with it too, but after all, when does one become the teacher instead of the student? It has to happen sometime, and I can't even begin to
cover all the things that got me to this point, but after practicing so many facets of basically spiritual healing doing everything from Reiki, chi
kung, qi gong, Kuji in, Tai chi, Huna, North, south, and central american shamanism, and just plain being haunted by spirits all our lives, I think I
can lay a claim on that title with some amount of confidence regardless of the fact that I still got a lot to learn, as do we all. The awakening of my
kundalini put me back in kindergarten all over again, so I am humbled and ready to begin learning this all over again.
I think that what I am undergoing is the true opening of my 6th chakra, as my heart chakra was burst wide open during the awakening of my kundalini. I
apologize if the wonder of all of this makes me sound unschooled. To study about things like this all your life and have them finally start opening up
in actuality for you is an incredible experience.
It is also a very lonely and exclusive experience. I posted here because there seemed some deeper meaning to these dreams, and there is nobody but my
teacher in my life that I can turn to with these deeper experiences. He was very interested, but had no input for me, so here I am.
As to the dreams, the long count is part of us. We are designed or made so that the long count was to be remembered, and that is why the knowledge has
remained all these years. I remember very clearly a red trianglular symbola nd a black rectangular symbol slowly turning towards one another, with two
more further out approaching a junction. I did not get the impression that these dates were all bad however, but instead came away excited.
I will meditate on the dreams some more tonight and see where my consciousness is led tonight in my dreams.
Peace...