Originally posted by Castogere
First and foremost no one should open anything without first being prepared for the end result. Given that, consider yourself lucky in the fact that
you chose to attempt to open your 3rd eye on your own accord. I didn't have that luxury, I was born with mine open.
In any case to all of you trying to touch the spirit world I can only say this........be careful what you wish for.
The whole psycic thing isn't what its cracked up to be. You get the good and the bad.
You have to be strong mentally, and comfortable with yer own skin before attempting any of this.
by the way, ALL humans are capable of this other worldly perception.....it doesn't mean you should go out and jump into the unknown without first
maybe doing a little subjective research.
Some peoples minds can't handle the truth
Honestly I want to call BS On all of this, however, your last part just really makes me think. I have ALWAYS knew the the world was "wrong", always,
my entire life. I can answer quesitons I shouldnt be able to (although not as much as I get older) I know things I shouldnt know, I am also able to
solve problems/ puzzles almost instantly, although usually by accident, Its not something I can do consciously.
A good example of this was when I was at school. A local kid was badly abused by his parent, I told a teacher in school, I have no idea how I know
this, but I did (would have been around 10 years old). They got the cops in allsorts, However i was told I was lying, got into lots of trouble for
making up stories, 6 months later that kid was dead, killed by the parents. (didnt find out about this until about 5 years ago)
On another occasion a large blue panel landed in the middle of the school yard, just missing a group of kids, everybody was trying to think what It
was, I took one look and said its the panel of an aero plane, from under the wing, had never been on a plane, was around 12 YO this time, even the
teachers joined in mocking me, and it turned out to be EXACTLY what I said it was.
Things like this used to be common, I still have a knack for fixing mechanical & electrical appliances even if I have never seen them before, again
something I have done since I was old enough to hold a screw driver. (for example recently fixed an electrical fault on my car, I have never worked on
a car before, I just seem to be able to see the fault, even if I dont completely understand what Im looking at)
The worst part however is my ability to empathise, it can really suck some times, its why I try and stay away from video's of death, as the fear of
the person can over power me, even typing this just now I think of a video I saw. I was 100's of dolphins in a tank awaiting slaughter, possibly the
most painful thing I have even seen in my entire life, honestly can feel it now just talking about it. (My mate once put on a beheading video,
thinking he was being funny, I about destroyed his entire house, I just freaked out, all I could think was gotta escape, gotta fight back!, he got a
bloody nose & learned not to put sh*t like that on when Im about! I didnt even see the video, I only heard it! (pls note I am by no means a coward, in
fact im pretty sure i'll be a little more familiar with physical violence than most)
I would like to right this off as garbage, and this post may still be however I know from experience there is alot about our minds we (well I) just
Wow wall of text, didnt realy intend for that, but the main reason for this is that I have always felt my perception of reality is completely
different from EVERYONE around me, they all seem shallow & empty, life seems to consist of TV & video games with no care for anything outside their
own field of view, where as I can see the "big picture", its all I see, Its like I dont see the dots, but the lines between, if that makes sense. I
suppose thats why Im so depressed most of the time, I can see what we COULD be as opposed to what we have become.
My main issue recently has been trying to get rid off the anger & bitterness that comes with being on the "outside" your whole life, in fact its
more the fact NOBODY around me cares about anything that matters, its pretty saddening & its preventing me from being the person I could be. (please
note Im not like the lonely kid with no friends, I had & have plenty, However this may be the first time I have ever even written this down, never
mind told someone!)