Death & The Afterlife, page 3

I found this thread through another link and thought I would post my opinion, since my experience is just that mine own and can not be proven or other wise. There's a lot of talk about death, near death, afterlife, no afterlife etc.....

So I guess I'll start with my near death experiences, When I was 18 I had a mass infection in my brain and spine. For two weeks my brain had swelled till finally my brain and body could handle no more. My body went into grandma seizures and quit. I was revived and woke from a coma with nothing. I remember nothing but empty blackness I have no feeling of anything until my first moments of coming awake. It wasn't disorientation but a silent buzzing feeling. I couldn't feel the buzzing either I just knew it was there and it was empty for the first moments until reality kicked in.

Unfortunately my diagnosis was the doctors had done all they can and could do no more for me, my body would either recover or give out only time would tell. My second takes place weeks later. In this experience there is no blackness but a judgement more of my making. At this time in my life I believed I was a horrible person and undeserving, this was my punishment. Did I kill anyone no but I had my reasons for this. Anyway In this experience I was with a group a people and we were trying to survive what was left of humanity zombies, corny I know but it's a fear of mine none the less and during this time I faced many trials where I could have left people behind, sacrificed them and cared only for my safety but I didn't.

In the end there were three of us remaining we ran into an amusement park and were cornered on a roller coaster at the bottom of the hill. On my left side of the roller coaster was a sea of zombies they had the front line had hold of us when the sun began to rise. The zombies weren't holding us anymore they were all of a sudden standing in front of us at the same time the other two were no longer on the coaster with me but gone. As the sun rose higher the zombies became dead relatives and friends with my aunt right upfront in the middle. No they didn't grow their skin back or anything grotesque. They just became. Now in the very front I knew most everyone but as I looked out I didn't know them but I felt familiarity coming from them. My aunt smiled at me and the coaster began going up the first hill, as it came down that hill I came out of the seat and had a moment of panic before I began moving in the air in what felt like away but close to all the people.

The sky was a beautiful morning and it was peaceful, safe and I would say I was flying because I was moving in a general direction in the sky, and no it was not like superman flying. I'd say floating because it felt more like that but to float you generally do not move like I was. Just above and off to my left side I felt a male presence come in close then was on my left side entirely I couldn't see him but he felt like safe, strong, and he had the authority. And by authority I don't mean, mean but gentle yet firm. He was like everyone I would need him to be without being able to see him, he was there but his form wasn't recognizable but he was everything I described and it was alright.
Anyway he said to me I can keep my eyes closed or open them I chose to open them. Their standing in the doorway upset is my mother who was down the hall in another room. She came to my room knowing. She's never wanted to discuss that to this day and I won't push the issue with her because she gets upset and cries.

Is that absolute proof....no, it's an experience like anyone else who's had near deaths. These are moments that are taken more on faith than conclusive evidence. But with many of these threads the topic of peoples energy or lack there of is brought up along with life/no life after death. Again I'll have to use experiences for this. Shortly after I was born my parents smelled my dead grandmother on my fathers side perfume. She like most women had a particular perfume she wore they followed the smell from the living room right to my crib in my bedroom.

When I was twelve a male spoke to me in my right ear as I watched television laying on the floor. He told me something that would happen in the future, and it did even after I was warned aannnddd ignored it. Was this god No, it was my dead father. When I was fourteen or fifteen I was in my room listening to music. My mom and aunt were out in the living room talking. I had a sharp jarring feeling and knew it was my grandfather on my mothers side had died. I ran out of my room turned the corner to the living room. They asked me what was wrong and I told them the phones gonna ring about grandpa and it did, he died. What I'm getting at is energy, we are energy it took energy for these experiences to happen. These weren't living people but people that had passed away.

With all the many experiences around the world is it so hard to believe or be open minded to the possibility that there is life after death, near death experiences etc...... Most of what we know today in the scientific world began with a thought, a theory.........Heck even some of what was thought to have been already proven was something else or more.... We're still learning and discovering to this very day and maybe for those who need solid in your hand proof, you'll have that one day and be more open minded to many more possibilities in the future.