As I'm writing this thread, I have to struggle to remain calm. I feel anger boiling inside of me... screaming to get out.
I feel like smashing my keyboard into my computer, and throwing the damn thing through a closed window.
I was never a guy that was easily taken over by emotions, But now... I don't recal I've ever felt such an intense angre... Nothing bothered me
like this before, my body feels tense and rigide, as if I'm waiting for pain only without the pain, but I don't think it can be directed, since my
anger comes from helpless unwanted acceptance.
I must vent and speak out. I will tell you all about the source of my anger. Please spread it.
In the Netherlands... the country I was born and raised. Peace and prosperity and a a justice system that stands for equal rights and fair laws that
once were used to protect the people from themselves and their government.
This image was still mine, although damaged from previous experiences. Not any more...
It shattered in to a million pieces and dropped straight to the ground. I'm feeling sick of it.
There was a man that decided he needed to speak up. He accused the Dutch royal family for sitting unrightfull on the throne, and exposing Prince
Bernard as a Nazi sympathisant and traitor of the Dutch people and armed forces during and in the days just before and during World War 2. This
isn't even the issue, but on it's own worthy of a thread.
This man, a rebel, a hero even in my eyes has begun his fight by addressing the legal system and started law suits to try and let his findings
heard. It didn't work...
He needed attention and to get it he decided to throw a waxine candle in to the Golden carrage that transports the queen on formal occasions. He
got cought , and this is where my issue starts.
He has been hold almost 6 months . He is accused of 5 activities that are not even ilegal by them selves, and diagnosed by a psychiatrist as a
dangerous guy with high risk of doing it again.
Punishement requested was TBS with forced psyciatric treatment and only being set free if he agreed to take described medication for the rest
of his life.
TBS means you are taken away your rights and freedom by the state with the possibility to be locked away for the rest your life.
This Dr diagnosed this in about 1.5 o 2 hours and in court it was painfully obvious that grounds for his opinion were non existing, and the filed
complaints that made up his trial are as ridiculous .
The guy was clearly not psycotic and new exactly what he was doing. Still he was judged to a mental hospital for a properly conducted observement
into the guys mental problems.
The links I'll post are all in Dutch. I'm sorry about that but, this needs to get out so.
Het show proces van Erwin Lensink
This guy didn't do anything. Besides I know from personal research that he is not lying.
The minute I found a translation of this site and or process I'll post it of course.
The reason for posting this in the rant forum is because I'm unable to present this as I should , I do it anyway because I need to vent.
Frustration has taken a break leaving only infuriating brain farts about how could this happen ! Why is it even possible !?
I'm afraid... this will change me it will create hate . I hope I can get back control, but I'm boiling inside, thinking of ways of torture and
pain that I could inflict to those involved... ways of execution and how much I will enjoy these... I'm terrified I'll turn mean and hatefull...
That isn't me It is not what I want to be.
Do we even have any chances left to stand up and be free. Or maybe only a life long sentence, locked up in a prison called society.
For freedom to prevent insanity.
Now I'll write it again on a board where I can freely use language better suited for expressing my mood.