reply to post by AnonymousPoster4
Maybe you won't let go and the world you live in is not real in the sense that this World is real. I often imagine that the Spirit that is trapped
does not know that it is trapped yet there are subtle influences telling them that they are.
I enjoyed the movie with Nicole Kidman, "The Others", what a fascinating take on Death.
Ironically, there is a thread on ATS where I said these same words, that I felt that I had died because all of my known's had suddenly become unknown
to me. It was if I were being placed in an alternate variation of my World but without the same things, without my known's. I need to go back and
find that thread, I am sure by now I have completely forgotten which thread it is as my memory seems to do that often.
Most recently I did meet a man that told me that he was in fact GOD and that he is creating the World around me. I refused to talk to him about it
and his wife sort of got on him about doing that; my guess is that the wife of GOD knows best!
Right now he is in Georgia but as far as I can
tell that might be a name he calls Heaven. (I am not joking, he really is in Atlanta as I send his mail there). He came into my life like a flash of
insight and he saved me from some impending doom, I am most grateful but I sure wish he were around more, he sort of comes and goes. I last saw him
in January and he said something about April on the return visit. I hope he is GOD because we have a ton of things to talk about.
I look forward to more insights from the OP, I am certain reality is as malleable as putty in the right hands.
It would especially be excellent if GOD would let me experience what it would be like to win the Lotto! I don't mean a few numbers either, I would
like to experience the entire Win if only so I can give it all away!
Here is an odd thought too; I have a neighbor, not close but he is the only neighbor. I have seen him sometimes on a daily basis, but I cannot tell
you what he looks like. Isn't that odd? Seriously, if he were to walk up to me in the store or somewhere other than this place I would not know who
he is. I find this to be more often than not because I have talked to others who have told me that that they have seen me and I looked directly at
them and turned as if I did not know who they were; I am sure it is quite possible I just did not recognize them and they are the type that recognize
others from a mile away; people are different and I am not like them I tell myself. I am also a person you can say your name when I first meet you,
several times if you will, and I will not remember it within seconds of hearing it. If a friend has a birthday, I cannot remember the date. I have
never been able to remember birth-dates of friends. Someone once told me that it is because I place no importance on others or their significant
attributes; I certainly hope that is not true, I do forget things but I am not that insensitive. I am this way with Money though, I cannot see its
importance and if it is in my hand I must either pass it on to someone or spend it as quickly as possible. Very odd. It must be a glitch in my part
of the Matrix. I once spoke to a Speech Pathologist who explained to me that the reason why I cannot remember numbers is because I have dyscalcula,
like Dyslexia but with numbers, and that I do not see a "meaning" behind a number; yet I do numerology from the top of my head and it pours right
out of my mouth without hesitation. I was told that this means that I have assigned "meanings" to the numbers in an attempt to compensate for not
understanding what a number really represents.
I won't mind if someone says I have brain damage, I would believe it, as I am completely frustrated most times it does lessen the confusion