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I am convinced that it is due to chemical additives, and most importantly, some kind of electronic system. I feel that I just need to break my brain, to open some kind of gateway, and the world that I once loved will return to my eyes. See, sometimes after enough time on my own, I find myself in that place, I feel connected to my self, my feelings are not so chaotic, however, as soon as I talk to someone that is in the system, their words are like needles, they have lost something so key to themselves. I believe, that there is a group soul, that it is connected to various species, to the sun, to the Earth itself. And I fear, that natures matrix, natures "energy system" is on one hand being isolated from the humans, and thus, humans loose thier connection to the natural energy/vibrational/conscious/dimensional matrix, and on the other hand, nature gets to exist without being hindered by as many negative/aggressive/selfish human emotions. Time and time again, when I am in a good place, I feel that I have to prove myself to the planet, consciously, and resist the signals of the computer system. I feel also, that somehow, the computer system is trying to siphon energy from the Earths natural matrix, and is causing problems for many of the creatures. I mean, what we see as animals could simply be representations, thier brains are so small, perhaps their consciousness exists in another realm, and what we see as their forms are more like expressions of their beings.edit on 7-3-2011 by SystemResistor because: (no reason given)
Perhaps, when an animal evolves to a certain level, it gets to separate from the group soul, when its brain/mind become more powerful, it gains the ability to generate consciousness within itself, and although it has a tie to the group consciousness, it develops the ability to imagine, to create from its own will. Perhaps that is the crossing point, perhaps, after we develop our own consciousness, we can exist within ourselves, as immortals, as our own universes.