reply to post by SystemResistor
I am convinced that it is due to chemical additives, and most importantly, some kind of electronic system. I feel that I just need to break my brain,
to open some kind of gateway, and the world that I once loved will return to my eyes. See, sometimes after enough time on my own, I find myself in
that place, I feel connected to my self, my feelings are not so chaotic, however, as soon as I talk to someone that is in the system, their words are
like needles, they have lost something so key to themselves. I believe, that there is a group soul, that it is connected to various species, to the
sun, to the Earth itself. And I fear, that natures matrix, natures "energy system" is on one hand being isolated from the humans, and thus, humans
loose thier connection to the natural energy/vibrational/conscious/dimensional matrix, and on the other hand, nature gets to exist without being
hindered by as many negative/aggressive/selfish human emotions. Time and time again, when I am in a good place, I feel that I have to prove myself to
the planet, consciously, and resist the signals of the computer system. I feel also, that somehow, the computer system is trying to siphon energy from
the Earths natural matrix, and is causing problems for many of the creatures. I mean, what we see as animals could simply be representations, thier
brains are so small, perhaps their consciousness exists in another realm, and what we see as their forms are more like expressions of their
beings.edit on 7-3-2011 by SystemResistor because: (no reason given)
Yes, the "natural connectedness" has been polluted, corrupted and interrupted. ...Depending on how old you are - yes, the lines of connection and
communication in our physical earth have diminished over the past several decades, and the audible voices speak more of pain than joy. ...imho, there
are many reasons for the change: chemicals yes; electromagnetic interference, yes; more.
You're describing a kind of spiritual awareness and partly, an inter-dimensional one, and you touch on telepathy and the etheric (the natural
energy/vibrational/conscious/dimensional matrix). ...It's "real." It's
all "real" - even the physical plane that you now see as
"colorless." There are many worlds to enjoy.
But. The fact is you exist in the physical plane, and need to sustain yourself here. Judging this physical world to be "inadequate" or somehow
less real than others can lead to madness or physical death.
Still, it is possible to venture into other places - we all choose whether or not to make such journeys, either consciously or unconsciously. If you
decide to continue, you need to be very clear about
where you are at any given time, what you need to do to sustain yourself in that place and
what your goals and purposes are; it is best to come from a place of real
need.
Playing or floundering can be extremely dangerous. ...The powers do not take kindly to trifling and not all powers are 'good.' Many are parasitic
and predatory, and on the lookout for vulnerable prey.
Perhaps, when an animal evolves to a certain level, it gets to separate from the group soul, when its brain/mind become more powerful, it gains the
ability to generate consciousness within itself, and although it has a tie to the group consciousness, it develops the ability to imagine, to create
from its own will. Perhaps that is the crossing point, perhaps, after we develop our own consciousness, we can exist within ourselves, as immortals,
as our own universes.
Or perhaps true evolutionary expansion is cyclic: the oneness of group; separation; full awareness and development of self as individual, and complete
individuation; and finally a return - a
conscious apprehension of oneness with full multi-dimensional participation in being.
Good luck. And remember: there be monsters there, and pain and suffering - and it's all as it should be, and leads where it needs to go. More often
eventually, not immediately. Those wanting immediate gratification are better off looking elsewhere.