reply to post by orangetom1999
Those who have the fingerprint of this world on their lips and hearts have a great time ...and get through this world with little difficulty. Those
who do not have on them the fingerprint of this world often come into conflict with the ways of this world and are often also put in bad lights by
this world and the minions/wildlife of this world. This world does not like them and will tend towards singling them out for "special treatment."
Your post above makes me think if this pattern and knowledge. I am given to asking myself if you comprehend to what I am alluding??
Orangetom, these are very intriguing thoughts. I am wondering if you mean people who are inherently different, or those who simply choose not to
conform. Of course, both ideas apply to me anyway.
A while back I made a thread in this forum wondering if those with rh negative blood encounter excess hostility. I began to think of this after seeing
a video on here about an unusual chimp, thought possibly to be part human. I do believe I have links to those videos on the rh - thread. The chimp
*did* have unusual DNA and the other chimps wanted nothing to do with it. This is what got me to thinking about the negative blood and what
'effects' it may have on others. If any at all, might not mean anything. Still, the shunned chimp got me to thinking.....
I am also very non conformist in general. No, I am not the sort to dress weird or go spouting off crazy ideas. But I chose not to live as others
Regarding my education - that is one thing I undertook - not so much for $ or try to be successful - I was interested in what I studied, I wanted to
know these things. Coincidentally - I too worked on nuke things - on paper though LOL. There is no money in the sciences, not big $ anyway, I did want
to do this though.
I suppose I mentioned it previously as I meant that - ah? - well I did not 'freeload' off anyone, I think if nothing else people could cut me a
little slack and not look at me like I have 3 heads.
People tell me, have LEANED on me - strangers even - that I ought to have got married, had kids, and been a Suburban Soccer Mom. Because I chose not
to - yeah - people are practically looking to commit me.
Oh this reminds me also - why I try to steer clear of any male/female or feminist type discussions - because it occurs to me - that I am very
*unusual*. I did not pursue any things I did for any reason but interest. Oh yes I was disinterested in becoming a house wife - this did not appeal
to me. I do not think there is anything *wrong* with it - but it does not suit my personality.
Non conformity really riles people up though. But I look at it as - someone might rag on me for a few minutes - I gotta live my life 24/7 and I will
not do something that would make me miserably unhappy just to shut some windbag up.
Back to stalking and hostile people. Regarding the above - I can maybe understand why some people do not like one who isn't like them. The thing is
though - I do not go looking for any fights. I do not advertise. Right now I am wearing plain jeans, a grey sweater, and have my hair up in a bun. I
couldn't be more boring "Jane Average" if I tried.
I am usually like this, when speaking with people I always keep it short and sweet, I RARELY volunteer any info about myself unless I kind of know a
person - yet - even for "hiding in plain sight" - I *still* encounter much hostility.
As example - if memory serves - when I made that rh - thread - I had yet another run in with someone. I believe I had another incident around that
time. They are so frequent though - that I lose track. Anyway - what happened was - I had a gas station working literally SCREAMING at me - accusing
me of attempting to steal gas.
I was sitting in my car. The person with me was in the store paying. Uh, I think if I was going to steal - I'd be um.......driving away? Ya think?
I told this lunatic this - he went back in. Then came out *again* - and began screaming at me - all over again. The guy was literally frothing at the
These kind of incidents happen to me OFTEN.
Later that day, when I returned home, I realized that someone had stolen my bike.
Yeah. MADNESS. The bizarre irony of these things, the uncalled for hostility. It is MADNESS. And it follows me like a black cloud of doom.
Here's another hot one I just happened to be discussing with a friend of mine: I am also STALKED by a DENTIST. And - the man is INSANE. I am SO HAPPY
that my phone is broken because this jackass or his staff called me every.single.day. Sometimes 4, 5 times. OK? Now WTH is up with that???
So I found out that this guy once threatened to kill his entire family! Yep, lotsa interesting legal databases out there - I looked up this guy's
*name* rather than his biz name - and found all sorts of stuff. This LUNATIC kidnapped his own kids, took them to EU, attempted to extort money from
his parents - under threat of killing them all.
I don't go looking for these nutbags. I called 1800 DENTIST just like everybody else.
And look who *I* wind up with.
I am not kidding you - I somehow manage to encounter the worst of the worst people.
I did just want to vent, and I know there is no sense dwelling on the past. And I should not get so upset because someone rang my doorbell. Chances
are - it isn't "The Stalker". Might be the Homicidal Dentist! Or a Process Server - maybe even the Drunken Mailman come back to say hi. YAY! Maybe
they'll all show up together and I can throw them a goddamned party.
I try to have a sense of humor and keep things in the past. However, I do also recognize that this seems to be par for the course for me - so I'd
better learn how to handle it.
No point in dwelling on past problems. But - I do think it very wise to work at *preventing* any future problems.
Yes indeed, I will be looking into "privacy". And in fact have been researching these things somewhat already. Did you know? The phone company
won't take an alias or nick name. Ah, but I *will* find ways around that, as well as any other potential problems.
One more hot one - for those who continued reading here - I do thank you greatly for your kind words and support! So - like I said - I'm a female,
blue eyed blonde, average size / slim, I look like a librarian for lack of a better description. So me, this creature - was once hauled off in
handcuffs by the cops under suspicion of stabbing 7 people. The suspect was male. I was in my *pajamas* when I walked outside to see what was going
I'm telling you. It is MADNESS.
It's not easy being Whiffer