posted on Mar, 1 2011 @ 02:51 AM
I guess I could say something in here too.
I registered to ATS couple of years ago, but I've been lurking here much longer.
Why am I here? I've always been really open minded, but caught more or less in the material reality. Something then happened 5-6 years ago.
Something subtle. It wasn't an event or anything you can point your finger at. I guess the internet and the accesability to information played a big
part of it, but I started to soak like a sponge everything that interested me, like paranormal, metaphysics, spirituality etc. Pretty much everything
that is discussed here. I'm very aware that there is lot of BS out there, but I can filter the most of it. And there is also some truth.
Anyway. Since the 5-6 years I've also started reading lot's of buddhism, especially Zen, but also lot's about meditation and spirituality. I've
changed a lot (for the better), but I have also so much to learn.
I think I've always known that there is much more than what we are told. My friends have always considered me a little odd. Maybe because I usually
make unorthodox decisions or just generally think a bit outside the box. Nothing has really happened to me. Maybe one pre-stage of an OBE, but that's
it. I've wondered alot about that. If I'm so open to pretty much anything, why don't I experience anything? Shouldn't that be aginst the law of
attraction? Or is it that I don't need to experience anything anymore. I already believe.
Anything is possible.