posted on Jul, 16 2004 @ 11:43 PM
I start college on Aug. 21st.
The college I am going to is fiercly Baptist.
They will kick you out for a number of "un-christian" actions/situations..
I happen to be gay. (SAD FACE HERE)
Im sure you can see the dillema already lol
However, this is the only college I can really goto. My parents are pretty poor and because of that I worked hard all through highschool to get good
enough grades/test scores to get into a good college with a nice finance package.
I got just enough scholarships to go to this college for free (basically) and since it is sooo close to my house (about 10 minute drive) I can afford
to go there because I wont have to eat out/do laundry elsewhere/etc.
So this is the only college that I can really goto right now.
However, just because of who I am, I am in constant danger of being thrown out.
I have no idea what I should do
College is supposed to be a good time, especially since I always wanted to go so bad. But now its bitter sweet (more bitter than anything) and I just
feel aprehensive and terrible about the whole thing.
I have 500 dollars I will give one of you to come kill me lol
[Edited on 17-7-2004 by shidge.]