I just had to make an account to verify everything you have said. I had a similar experience that I can give testimony to.
Truly we live in a sort of Spiritual/Physical Matrix if you want to call it that, a sort of fractal computer yes, but its more of a knowledge, and
understanding, that has no boundaries of time. Its precision and order out of infinite chaos to the most finite degree.
The knowledge of the Most High, What you want to call God its a design, the Trinity is real its why were here I can prove it all with scripiture.
The experience I had was on a drug called DXM. Before any of this took place, I had did the drug many times but this time I really wasnt feeling like
it, but my freind said "its destiny". I thought he was joking around so I said destiny huh, and popped the pills. Little did I know it truly was.
What we understand as Spirits are also real, apparently this kid that my freind had over had some kind of demonic spirit or something attacking him or
trying to gain control, I had seen the kid maybe 2 times before this and something was odd, just could'nt put my finger on it, robotic type movements,
strange noises, he would do like the screamo type deep growling, speaking sounded very evil im sure you would know what I mean but we kind of shrugged
it off like he was wierd.
Anyways the drug started to hit me and we were having a conversation I' cant remember what but it was pretty deep. I had said something and they were
laughing about it well after that, I was like whatever and just kind of leaned back and closed my eyes, I started thinking deeply about reality, I
wanted to see the truth because it was like this doesnt seem real, is a lie/illusion, like just I knew alot about these things before this from other
Psychedelics, experiences, life in general. But particuallry I was thining about my Grandmother and how that was the only pure love I had experienced
in my life, and how it changed who I am for a purpose. When this was happening and I was thinking and seeing like a golden grid of reality or
something, hard to explain, out of knowhere I started feeling an intense buring sensation all over my body and I started to become angry over nothing,
I couldnt figure out where it was coming from cause it just knew it wasnt me, the moment I realized that is when something clicked, reality changed or
my perception there of. That It was coming externally.
I opened my eyes and the kid was sitting across from me like shaking with his fists on his knees just staring at me with the most intense anger. But
at this moment it was like I wasnt scared at all but this was when it happened.
All of a sudden it was like time stopped, and the kids face turned into like this demonic looking bull creature, as if I was seeing his spirit or
something, who he was truly. I looked over at my freind and his girlfreind and it was their faces but almost cartoony looking like a overlaid 3d image
but it was them just laughing hystarically and menicingly. This is akin to when someone gets hurt doing something stupid and you get pleasure out of
it, well on some level they were when he was attacking me. How they knew this I dont know thats something to lament on while im writing this. As I was
still sitting there I was looking over at the chair and the best way I could describe it was it was like it was vibrating and jeweled with light, like
when heat rises.
Anyways I stood up and said F**ck this divine comedy and started walking out the room. As I was walking out I'll never forget this, it was like the
creatures head turned to follow me as I was walking out and I was looking at it but the kid was still staring straight ahead because he knew that
something wasnt right, he wasnt expecting that I would fight it or something, not sure.
As I was walking out it was like the room it was like the room was closing everything was closing and turning black but I kept pushing myself I was
terrified at this point. BTW this was all over a span of like 1-2 minutes.
Anyway I got outside and was breathing harder than I ever have scared but astonished at the same time, I felt like a child again. I sat on the
driveway and it was like insticnt or something, second nature, I sat in like a crisscrossed yoga like posistion, I've never even messed with
meditation or anything like that, so it was wierd but in my mind I stated seeing amazing things, the spirit I guess, It was like a tree with many
bulbs of light coming off it almost like buds and there was blue flames surrounding everything, almost like electricity. I was seeing archaic smybols
some, if seen before, and it was like they were being shown so I would remember they were a part of it, and it was like I did on some level but was
choosing to forget, (even if thats not what I truly wanted, just how do you escape)?
So long story short after 3-4 minutes of this I go back inside to see how things are or what they were doing cause I know they had to of been shoked
on some level. So I went into the lving room and laid on the couch I could hear the kid in there saying things or my name in like anger, he/the
spririt was aboslutely livid that this had taken place. *That I had tred on my enemies in the spirit of truth and righteousness).
So I was laying back and started thinking deeply again, not sure what at this point but my arms and legs shot out like I was being crucified, I was
seeing Jesus unerstood completely what he had done and who he was, that he transcended the physical so that when we die are spirit can as well, (thats
like a breakdown). I saw a vision of myself being crucified carried by people up to a hill many were straight face/ some where laughing as my 2
freinds where/ spirtually rather, but I understood this as being my life almost/ or maybe what was going to be. How people try you, hate you, because
your a good person and they just cant understand, but maybe the point for you to do it is for them to realize? or something.
At the peak of this was when I thought to myself what must be done of him/ just kind a thought in my mind. And it was like I was trying to figure out
the answer on my own and every conclusion would be wrong. But as soon as I let go and understood that I was like I was given the answer immedietly.
"he must be saved" when this happened It was like my whole body rose and I exhaled every bit of air in my lungs and as I subsided there was like a
power glitch/ all the cable boxes in the house reboot. I could hear the kid in the other room, saying "Aaron come DOWN!
And thats my story rest has been history. Learning and studying as much as I can as I had been, just looking in all the wrong places.
Thanks to anyone for taking into consideration what has been said.
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