WRAP ! a small collection of poems that i wrote over the course of 5 years .

my poems that i wrote for lee over the course of 7 years . 9/7/07


3/27/02


Memory or dream.......

See you with my eyes closed
wish i could see you with my eyes open
remembering you day by day,
missing you more and more
loving you all the same .
Dreams of you haunt my nights ,
dreams of you fullfill my every need
losing you , 18 months later , i still feel the pain,
still wish to see you once again,
cant lost hope, to do so is my heart breaking all over again,
i cant tell the difference between memory or dream,
you took my love for granted,
in return i got pain and lonelyness,
gave my heart on a silver platter,
you crused it in the dust,
you showed me kindness,
you showed me happiness , you showed me true love , yet you took it with you when you left.
memory or dream,
you smile , your scent , your taste , bitter and salty , yet sweet and yummy ,
how much tourture can one singel woman endure without going insane?
iv surffered so much pain the agany , when will it end ?
memory or dream
of you telling me it was meant to be
memory or dream
of holding you again
memory or dream that you really love me too
memory or dream of our son being born
memory or dream of our wedding day
memory or dream ,which is which.


..... HOPE......

hope descinergrates day by day,
of seeing you again.
hope sores high once again when you say" cant wait to see you again"
hope comes and goes with each passing month.
hope is all i have of seeing you again ,
you broke my heart ,yet i still want you
my love for you comes and goes which is why i keep going.
my love for you is like a flower .
hope is all that i v become since you left me standing there with tears in my eyes .


This is it

Our love so strong
our love is new, yet so weak
we tried so hard , yet not hard enouth
we met so soon , yet not soon enouth
we made love so many times, yet not nearly enouth
it was pure bliss
we fell inlove, yet it was not ever lasting ,
were did we go wrong
we swore it would be ever lasting love
yet it died too soon,
five years was not enouth .

12/12/2002 Days weeks months years,

days after i still feel the tears wet on my face,
days after i still feel your touch on my skin
days after i still smell your scent that defines you
days turns in to weeks the glow is still there
weeks after i wish i went with you
weeks turn into months
i start to look forward to seeing you again
months after i hear your not coming back for xmas
winter comes and goes
no you , spring comes and goes, no you
summer comes and hopes sore high summer gone no you
year one no you . year two no you,
year three no you year 4 no you , year 5 no you.
year 6 summer comes and you come back to me for 6 weeks .


Everything

when ever i see someone who looks like you , i feel like weeping.
everytime i see you in my dreams i wake only to wish with everything that iam that it will come true.
wishes, hopes dreams to see you againe, for i love you so,
you are my everthing.


You gave



you asked for a date , i asked forever ,
you gave all you were willing to give , i gave all that i am

you wanted a summer fling , i wanted forever,
you gave me everthing that was within y ou to give , i gave everything in my soul
you made me happy ,
while i made you wish you were back home
i asked for the impossible , love
you asked for nothing in return
i gave you love that was not wanted ,
you made me love you
how could you be so cruel

NO other

your a hearbreaker
you stole my heart ,tore it to pieces, it still bleeds
at first i thought you were my knight in shinning armor
at first you were
you lied to me cheated on me , yet i still love you ,like no other
needed you like no other
wanted you like no other
trusted you like no other

12/02/2001

only you

only you can make me smile
only you can make me happy
only you can make me sad
only you can make me want to sing
only you can make me so angry
only you can make me beg
only you can make me cry
only you can make me hate
only you can make me love
only you can make me feel this deeply for another
only you can make me feel like i can fly
only you can make my day
only you can make my nights
only you can rock my world
only you can fill my thoughts day in and day out
only you and only you is the only man i will ever want and need

Why
why am i here
why are you still there
why do i love thee still
why do i miss thee so
why are we still apart
why was i born
what is my destiny
do our destinies intertwine


missing you


missing you is all i ever do
loving you is all i can do
i see you in my dreams
i wake up crying
relising you not there
yet i still hold you dear


Sleepless nights

sleepless nights thinking of you
two many sleepless nights since knowing you
two many sleepless nights since i lost you
all because of you
all cause iv been missing you
yet we do nothing to heal the pain
loving, wanting ,needing you
wishing dreaming, remembering you
still more sleepless nights
in fear of dreaming of you
still gone ,gone gone
with tears in my eyes relizing iv already lost you you you

a new year wish

i wish upon this eve of the new year to see you again
wish upon this eve of the new year to hold you in my arms once again
wish upon the new year to love you thoughout the new year
wish upon the new year that you love me thought out the new year
i wish upon this new year for you t ocome back to me
i wish upon this new year to have your son placed in my arms
for our destainys intertwine

never enough
two weeks here , two weeks there
is not enough for me
two weeks here , two weeks there
is it enough for you ?
a lovers fight never lasts forever
fears get in the way of our hopes and dreams
we know our love has lasted and has been tested though time and distance
yet can we survie it again , as our love has been proven
and should be strong as in the begining.

Oh you changed that quick peems

Originally posted by RANDOMguess
Suspiciously kinda sound familiar

hubpages.com...

ahh i never even heard of that poem before as mine was hand writen 8 or 9 years ago.

Ok, cool they are very good.

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thanks for your patience

Originally posted by masqua
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thanks for your patience

edit on 14/2/11 by masqua because: (no reason given)

patience is a virture of mine.. thank you

reply to post by alysha.angel


i really like the way you write, it speaks with obvious power and directly from your heart.

S&F from me

Originally posted by schitzoandro
reply to post by alysha.angel

 

i really like the way you write, it speaks with obvious power and directly from your heart.

S&F from me

thank you i really appreciate your compliment .....

its obvious that the relationship itself was long distance sadly it didnt last as i thought it would... but hey im way over that non sense now ....

I really enjoyed your poems.

I liked the fact that you didn't use huge words, or try and make them completely complicated like Shakespeare.

They are easy to understand, in good form, and easily identifiable with any human.

Thanks for sharing.

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A sacloth given to the stunned doe,
who got hit by the car,
and could not let that life go.

wipe your face,
for the echoes of your soul will bring you to waste,
to the place where the clowns dance alone in big tops,
in a shallow puddle in the mud,
once pure now obscured,
no longer the cub,
no longer in the club, alone and hiding in the thorny shrubs of life,
the cast iron is welded on all sides,
yet one can escape from the inside,
if one hears the baby or angels inside..

Where were you?
where were you when you were broken?
all the questions asked everyday,
from a window where we are always watching..

Helpless the fiend,
heard from the words today,
while you hang your head on someone elses words,

your heart was staring straight into the heart that was drowning in a lost mind's thought...

What a scene of words...

FOR THE WORLD AT LARGE!
Im sorry , for being a whimpy girl and not being born a man like my parents wanted .

Im sorry for failing to die at the age of 18 months old when i should have .

Im sorry for being a failure at everything i set out to do .

im sorry mom for not healing you fast enough and im sorry that you died in vain ,pissed off at the world .

though the heartache and pain im still alive yet i wonder why .

my destiny was full filled 16 years ago . yet im still here .

Im sorry for always telling the truth no matter who ends up getting hurt. my self as well.

im sorry to my daughters to whom i failed as a mother

if there was a way to go back in time to change what is to what should have been i would in a heartbeat .


im sorry for ever breaking any guys heart if i did do such a thing .

im sorry for looking like my father and grandmother but im nothing like them .

im sorry for simply being alive when so many good people have died before their time or before they were ready to pass on.
im sorry for being the way that i am and never being able to satisfy another human being or help make them happy .

im sorry for failing and im sorry for hating the human race as a whole ...

reply to post by alysha.angel


Wow...such heartache...
It's a very pretty poem, but very sad too.