There is an enormous difference between an entity and Family, as an experiencer, you are tested in this area, very much so. Giving into this kind of
sexuality is not passing the tests either. Especially when this aspect of life is important and a part of the person's nature, then the tests can be
quite personal. In a telepathic communication with ETS, you can't be wide open in your thoughts or feelings, you have to have purity, fineness of
thought, professionalism, to be gift to others, for you're in the company of family, brothers and sisters, often scientists.
When you resist going there, so to speak, if you speak up and do so with dignity, then you could be shown something of a deeper nature, something
further. For example, the summer of 09, I was shown a station, that monitors the sun. It was multiplatformed, I was taken there in the astral, and
found myself standing on a platform that was many stories high, looking at the sun in a wide open space, I guess there was a force field and I told
welcome back. This was very alarming and I missed a great deal, in the end they debreifed me at a big lounge type table, with a lab in the
background, and the male who was often involved in this for me said he almost regretted showing me, but she said, it was time I knew. I didn't accept
it, in fact the kind of contact I got, was rejected by me as being real. I have never had a consious obe. However, every time I doubted what was
happening a craft that my son and I would see, showed up, and that night was no exception. It was one of the best we had ever had, low flying
soundless, greeted me first in my head as I was turning to go in, and then appeared. And it didn't disappear at the roofline, nor ARC higher, but we
saw under the red light.
Now, just previous, to being shown that station, in my room, I was connected to this man, who told me I was going to be taken that night in a meeting.
This is very hard to explain. I felt a happy excited I always felt, and the image he always projected is very attractive. So he instantly
questioned this Service To Self type of feeling and then, changed his mind. That is when the astral started. I was in a craft and he was in love
with me, and while I liked him enormously, I didn't feel it was proper, and didn't have my memories here, and knew that this wasn't something that
meant what it meant, and also recognized I was being tested. So I told him that being human is one thing, but it wasn't that kind of thing. Then the
gift of the sation.
Afterwards falling asleep, I had hands, put a device on my head over these spots near my ears, and that area vibrated very rapid and light. I could
feel the hands and this thing that was slipped on. And this blackness fell quickly. I don't get to remember the "meeting" though.
Really, there is a huge difference between light and shadow, postive and negative. Don't give your power away or give permissions for anyone to take
you to the wrong channels. Passing the tests here on earth, there is a wonderful future ahead, true happiness and joy, family and true love, things
that are far greater than any of this nosnense.
The craft I saw that only I could see for it was on a higher vibration, and it was during meditation, and I had rushes of vibrations, that was a light
ship. I've never seen anything like it. It was huge! Shape was sci fi with huge platoons at the back. I was tested in meditation much like the
above test. It came because I had spent some time arguing wtih the sky about a friends involvement with sexual abuse of women, which I believe was in
bases, and I won't go into but I was very upset and told them all off and said it was time for real women to run this cosmos and that we needed
everyone safe from any form of abuse and usery, happiness and true love for every child in this comos. Then later I settled down to meditate outside
and got this very serious test. I said, No way. In the end, I said, "how can I know you, I don't even know myself yet!"
I got up to go inside, feeling rush after rush of vibrations thinking, wow, what a dream that was, gorgeous blond man in black form fitting uniform.
H.mmmm... interesting. And then, it appeared, flew forward at an angle, I could see it from the back with the platoons, 80-100 or so planes could fit
in it or more. Then it vanished.
Think about it, this maybe an interesting topic, but its opening doors you don't need. And we're tested every day. Not everyone has a sighting of a
craft, or remembers experiences, abductions. Not everyone has obe's, or lucid dreams. I never thought I could have any of those last ones. But
everyone is being tested here, and the rewards are so great, don't allow the misreants and negatives to take that from you.
edit to add: In my opinion, if a pregnancy occurs, please protect your child from black ops. This is obviously an ET.
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