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Originally posted by MarineSniper12Kills
reply to post by the_0bserver85
No it doesn't take awhile. Two months ago I had my 40 caliber pistol to my head. I was drinking 750 ml of vodka and crown a night. My wife was so scared of me and what I had become, that she would either stayat my sisters, or sleep in the closet. Some big man I was. 2 months later I have been completely sober, on anti depressants, talk to a psychiatrist multiple times a week,
spend every second I can holding my wife, and will never pick up my service weapon for this country for a long time.
Originally posted by Screwed
reply to post by MarineSniper12Kills
Just a thought here but,
Maybe it's time for you to move on and let go of the past.
A great start would be changing your username.
For someone who is struggling with what they did overseas and having a hard time coming to terms with it
you sure seem proud of being a Marine Sniper and Killing 12 people.
Maybe a softer user name would be more appropriate and take the focus off of something that you supposedly regret.
I mean, If I was an former male prostitute Heroine Junkie and I was really having a hard time with the things I used to do
while I was a Male Prostitute Heroine Junkie I would not sign up to an Internet chat forum with a username like
Focus your anger on those that lied to you and made you believe you were right to fight..
They deserve the rage, not you...