OmegaPoint Logotherapy Cont`d
The first recollection and the emergence of self conscious awareness in the life of the individual.
Ok for those who will, here`s the first question - After reading this, sit back, close your eyes, relax, and think back to your very earliest memory,
the very first, where, in the event or occurance of `what happened` you became AWARE, call it your eye-opener. It`s usually something that might have
happened when we were maybe three or four (past life memories excluded for the sake of this process) and when it happened, our childlike thought in
reaction may have been along the lines of SOMETHING IS WRONG HERE! or SOMETHING`s WRONG WITH ME! The first memory, which produced in us, our first
strong and powerful sense of self awareness.
Go back and find it, and once you`ve found one, see if there`s another, earlier one, the `lights on` moment, when you became wide eyed and suddenly
realized that everything wasn`t all softness and light.
Once you`ve found it, go into the remembrance (coming back to the screen as needed), and open it up, with colour, sounds, smells, impressions, the
scene, the time, the tone, setting, vibe, as well as the particulars of the actual occurance of the event itself (as you remember it), and then try to
get to presence to the whole experience, and now ask yourself - what conclusion did I draw, what did I decide about the world (how the world really
works) and my relationship to it, which I then took away from the experience, how did I react and what was the determination I made about how to AVOID
such an experience in the future... ie: what part of my `strong suit` or future skill-set might I have thereafter begun to develop in response to it
ie: ``I will become so SMART that no one will ever call be stupid again``, that kind of thing...
What we`re looking for here, is the strategy which resulted, the decision we made as a result about `the way things are` at least that which was very
powerfully understood by us at the time, in our childlike mind...
What was WRONG, and what did we decide to do, to avoid it, or try to make right, or defend against, relative to that wrong..?
And as a result, what strategy was formed, what part of our strong suit, constructed..?
We then repeat this same process, for two other formative events, the next in
and after that
when first embarking out on our own or when trying to make our place in the world as self sufficent or self determined
For each event, determine what was wrong, or what we made wrong about it, and what we decided about it, and about how to be, relative to it, what
coping strategies were developed, how did we deal with it, and what did it MEAN to us, and what precisely did we become determined to DO or to THINK
and to BE as a result, either in reaction, as a defence, or in order to make right a wrong.. in search of `justice`.
Finally - compare the three, and look for the central theme and fill out the rest of the ``strong suit`` which was built in response.
Then, we take inventory of our strong suit (all our present gifts and talents), and look at how these three formative events comprise a central theme,
then examine that theme and way of being, and of coping, relative to the rest of our past history, to see just what we`ve made ourselves, to be, in
reaction and response, as the evolution of the central theme...
Let`s bring that to presence, and then take ourselves back again, through those three formative events, back to the first LIGHTS-ON memory...
This is who you were, and why you were (are?) who you are, everything about you as far as your personality goes, how you relate to your family, to
others, your boss, the world around you, to yourself, your hobbies, your passions, your `strong suit` the whole thing - find that central theme.. and
recognize it`s first cause, it`s root and source in that first memory...
Does this mean we`ll abandone these strategies? Hardly, since we can no more change ourselves than anyone else and why would we want to? However, what
this then makes available, is the possibility of being authentically who we really are, inside the strong suit, or on the other side of it! Thus, we
can relax into the energy and resources and the awareness that this makes available, in Omegapoint, and from here on in choose to do what we wish, for
all the right reasons, in a way and in a manner, that is wholly authentic and entirely self expressed.
We cannot enter the realm or domain of omegapoint (all timelines) if we're carting around a truck load of absurd baggage and inauthentic programming
ie: as self-made robots..
edit on 9-2-2011 by NewAgeMan because: edit