posted on Feb, 4 2011 @ 01:32 PM
MM well, when i was about 5 or 6, in my room, one night, mom put me to bed. I felt things crawling all over me. called out to my mom over and over,
she came running up, and a small house spider had made a tiny nest i guess and the eggs hached all over me :X coming down formt he ceiling. She
immedialty threw me into th shower to get them off me. to this day, i have a scare phobia of spiders.even small ones make me back off. But i am jsut
as capable of anything or more like anyone else here.
I also have a fear of mean people. i have no idea why, but if i encounter them, my heart beats so damn fast, feel pressure drop, and feel the
urgent need to escape around them. That i have no idea where i got it from. MY father did discipline me with a metal spoon when i learned the F word
around 5 or6 ( he sat me in front of george carlin drunk one night after a golf game) and the S word i got pinned down, pants pulled down and leather
belted for that. One time, a new tooth was growing in..father held me down, since it was the weekened and dentists wernt in office, very very
painful...father pinned me down with knee into the sofa and used a pair of pliars to pull it outta my skull..that i felt gave me trauma....i kinda
almost , not fear, but dislike dentists to date*
One time as a kid, 12, i picked up a big almsot like boulder, threw it onto a plank of pallot wood playing in woods...it bounced off the wood and
smashed right into my upper left eye forehead..saw stars and everything jsut like in the cartoons...freinds helped me back too his place cautiously as
i was off and didnt know where i was.
makes me think to this day...could any of these be the cause of wy i fear lets say the dentist? spiders? being around mean and loud outspoken