posted on Feb, 3 2011 @ 02:43 AM
I'm Shiki and i came for you...
, just looking around, hope to stay for a while, i'm interested in most of the stuff on this site, except for politics which with no
exception will always make me feel disgusted and "dirty" if you know what i mean.
I'm a software engineer by day, and i sleep by night like most people do... wait that didn't sound cool.., i mean, i'm a software engineer by day...
and an Internet zombie by night.. yeah, that's better now isn't it? why is nobody laughing?
So anyway, there was this dinner party last night, i have a new girlfriend and i don't feel very secure about her, like when you're not really alike
in any way but still want to go out just because she's popular and nice and all but we never have anything to talk about, so the afternoon was very
boring yesterday, and then my jaw started making this weird click every time i chewed something and i had a dinner invitation at her house, and
everyone was looking at me in a weird way, i felt that all of them could hear that weird click every time i chewed something so i had to stop eating
and then everyone started looking even weirder at me, because i was the only one not eating or having any fun, and then she started to get into
conversations with other people and i was just there sitting on my own thinking about how hungry i was and how weird that noise was, then dinner was
over and i headed home and i haven't talked with her since then, and i got a message right now and i'm freaking up because she is asking where i'm at
but she doesn't say why, and i called her back and she didn't answer and i think i'm about to get dumped oh my god the phone is ringing i think is her
she's going to dump me over the phone i feel so sad and my jaw is clicking again omg! omg!
, that's how i feel when i'm talking about
'conspiracy' stuff with most people, that's why i decided to join this site, maybe here it won't be so awkward to talk about stuff like that? at least
i hope so...
edit on 3-2-2011 by Shiki because: (no reason given)