posted on Feb, 1 2011 @ 07:34 AM
Originally posted by stellawayten
Okay, I'm hesitant but here goes....
He says there is going to be a huge meteor that will hit the earth with a bunch of smaller ones following it.
He says he thinks something is going to happen on the day of the superbowl... not sure.
He says that God is really an alien. He now believes in God, reads the Bible and prays every day.
There was much more but these are the ones that really stick out in my mind.
I had been an Atheist my entire life (I am now 39 years old) up until a few months back (March 2010) when I experienced what I could only describe as
a HUGE spiritual experience. And what made it even more profound was that it was directly related to my asking for a "sign" for the 1st time in my
life...and even more profound than that, I had asked a 2nd time for a sign a few days later in an attempt to rule out that it was mere coincidence.
And...you guessed it, I got another response
I was "converted" essentially overnight. I now consider myself Gnostic in that even though I experienced a very real and very profound and moving
experience I found that I could NOT just latch on to the first organized religion/dogma that seemed to best fit the bill as I felt that my
"experience" was tailored in a way that was personal to me. It is very difficult to put into words but I felt...well in my quest to establish a
personal connection with God (who I feel can only come through acknowledging and going through Jesus Christ first), it would only happen if I done so
in a way that was "pure" and "true".
Again...I cannot find the words to describe the path that I am on, but I can only say that I feel that I am on the right path by dismissing all
organized dogma and focusing on what I "feel" is righteous for me and I have as of yet to receive any confirmation/word that I am doing so in error.
I keep my personal connection with Jesus/God private and only chose to publicly share for this 1st time because I felt compelled after reading the OP
and feeling a connection with the OP's husbands experience.
I will only say that it was my wife who correctly identified, or found out what I feel was the best definition that PERFECTLY described what I had
experienced BOTH times in direct response to my asking for a "sign" as a confirmation to what I had been feeling at the time. The first sign came
approximately 10 to 12 hours after my request, and the second and last time I had asked (again which was done so more as a means to validate the VERY
powerful experience I had received the first time) came INSTANTLY as I had asked for it making NO MISTAKE it's direct connection. It was then that I
had realized I no longer ever had to wander or ask for additional confirmations because I felt to do so after what I had been "shown" would have
basically been blasphemous....it was that moving of an experience.
Well I doubt that I was able to make much sense in what I have attempted to describe above as it is kind of difficult to put into words but I will
close with....after describing to my wife in detail what had happened to me (as I truly had no definition), it was like a lightbulb went off with her
in that she INSTANTLY knew what I had been describing as she was all too familiar with what it was that I was trying to describe. She immediately
jumped on the laptop and went to google search. After typing in the word that accurately described what it was I had experience, she spun the laptop
around and told me "Read that!"
The phrase was called "A Kundalini Awakening". I had NEVER in my life heard of that word/experience before but immediately upon reading the
definition I KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT that is what I had experienced as a sign TWICE now in my life!
This post has now already went WAY longer than I
had originally intended but please feel free to message me, or have your hubby do so if he feels that his "awakening" was somewhat similar as I
would be happy to discuss with him if he so desires. Have a nice day.