posted on Jan, 26 2011 @ 04:47 PM
Odd title, I know. But I assure you, it will make sense eventually.
This is a big post, and I'm sorry for the crappy formatting. But I assure you if this stuff interests you, you'll enjoy my post!
I'm creating this post to give an understanding of my background, and my "abilities & experiences", for future use, as I intend to post the things
I see that are relevant to ATS.
Until I post things I truely believe will happen (which may be rare, since I never actually voice my predictions or premonitions to anyone but my
closest family/friends), you will have to take my word on what I'm saying, if anyone even reads this.
From as far as I can remember, I've been more in tune with the spiritual side of this life. From having prophetic dreams, to getting quick flashes of
thoughts that, until I learned to pay attention to them, would get muddled and bypassed in my mind as just random thoughts that we all have.
I've trained myself (not entirely mind you...I still regret and miss alot), to identify the thoughts that are "psychic" or "premonition" type
thoughts, and do my best to recognize them as such, and possibly act or predict to myself, as to validate it in my own mind. I am my own biggest
critic, and my first thoughts on anything supernatural or psychic is to criticize myself, or find a scientific or reasonable explanation to what I
see, before going down the psychic path.
Anyhow. The things I experience on a daily basis are as follows:
- I "hear" electricity on much higher levels than the avergae human being. I say "hear" because its not so much in my ears, as it feels like its
in my head. Kind of like feeling a faint sound. Its hard to explain.
There's a constant "Buzz" around, even when I'm far away in the country. Certain objects make a louder buzz, such as older tube televisions,
radios, even changing a channel on a tv gives off a certain different level of "buzz". Its hard to explain, but its always there, regardless of
where I am. Yes I've seen a doctor for possible ear problems such as titinitus, and I've been cleared of any medical issues.
- If I stare at a surface, such as a carpet on the floor, or a wall, or my bed sheets (which is when I first noticed it), it starts to move.
"Bubble" around, or shift randomly around, as if I'm seeing the energy within the object, actually moving. Its hard to explain, but thats as best
as I can put it. Its not actually moving, as I've had people with me to confirm that while doing it.
Again, I've seen a doctor regarding this. His response is that I shouldn't be seeing visual hallucinations unless there is something wrong with my
brain, or I'm on a type of drug. Keep in mind, I do not take any drugs, or medications.
- I've always had premonitions, or predictions. At first it started as things that would happen almost immediately after I saw it. Such as in video
games, which I've always been an avid player, I would see what is about to happen immediately after. Again, I chalked that up at just being a pro
gamer, but it happened so frequently in video games that I attributed it to premonitions, because of the clarity and accuracy of what I was seeing. I
think focusing and really being into what you're doing is key to this happening.
As I've gotten older, it seems I see things further away now. I'll see television shows very quickly in my head, that normally I would ignore as
just a fleeting thought, which is normal, but, I've trained myself to pay attention to these thoughts. I'll then either that night, see the episode
I had previously "forseen", or music will play in my head that will actually be on a radio station at that moment.
I've actually just recently began getting deja vu, but to a point where I "remember" whats going to happen during the deja vu period. Its actually
pretty exciting, because its the most clear of my predictions, which makes me more confident to share them.
Now, if you're still with me, I'll get into the long term, more confusing predictions I see from time to time.
My dreams are just normal dreams most of the time. I rarely receive a premonition or prediction through a dream. When I do, the dream is very clear,
and I remember it very precisely the next morning. I'm going to make a post of a dream I had a while back, which seems to be coming true lately. Or
atleast, that I attribute it to a current situation.
People will say "Read my mind!" or "Tell me what I'm holding in my hand!". Well I cant do it on queue, so dont bother trying to qualify me with
those types of statements. If it happens, it happens, and I RARELY allow myself to even admit any sort of prediction or vision to anyone else, because
I hate the possibility of admitting something and being wrong. I dont know why.
But thats what the interwebz are for right?
If you're still with me, thanks for hanging in there. I'd like to hear your experiences, or any questions, comments you may have. If you're in a
similar boat as me, I'd love to hear from you.