posted on Jan, 20 2011 @ 05:14 AM
So first off, I have no evidence just my testament so please don't ask.
So basically I've lived in this house in a deserty part of California. Rural area that has no past history of being settled. Parents bought the house
before it was built.
I've noticed ever since I started living here in 2000 I would fall into paralysis and see shadowed people
I first started off this subject way back in my introduction thread. Here's the quote:
I have come across many peoples descriptions of paralysis dreams but I dont know what to gather from them. However my paralysis is slightly different
and similar to my puzzle dreams only in that it lasts around 10 minutes and I get a heated knot of nerves. Anyways I basically am lying in my room and
then things start to go hazy and I start to sorta expand my senses. It's like I'm awake and what I'd hear usually if I strained hard to hear, I'd
have an easy time hearing in this state. Only problem is that I am completely paralysed. Then I get to noticing other "presences" in my room. One is
a little girl ghost I guess that is connected to me but I'm not exactly sure how (Will explain in a future post maybe.) and another that feels sorta
masculane but is not a man nor woman. It has only spoken to me once though. Again I wont repeat what it said since some of you may take it the wrong
way, but I will say its' "voice" shook my entirity. Usually in this state of paralysis I get in such a strong sense of fear that I break out of
this heightened state.
I think it is about time I continued with the explaination
And the reason I'm doing it is because tonight is the first night there has been a physical sign of a presence.
(when I was able to finally sit up I heard this odd clinking sound, and when I looked up at my fan the "Weighted" pullstring was clanking against
the fan blades. Fan was off. Nothing nearby it, no open windows or wind of any sort, and I cant reach it without standing on my bed. Something else
definantly caused it to move)
As for the little girl ghost, one night when i finally went to sleep, I had a vivid dream where I took the perspective of a child case worker and saw
the little girl. He came back later and the dad shot the caseworker from the doorway. That is my only connection I know of to the girl. Also a psychic
friend told me that my story felt right, and tried feeling out the two. She said the little girl is there because of her father and the father is a
ghost or whatever because of his guilt for his abuse to his family. It seems like there is a wife and another daughter the psychic sensed, that were
already in heaven. And that it is possible for both father and daughter to ascend if the father is able to forgive himself.
As for the masculine spirit, I still have no idea what it is, it still comes into my room from time to time. And it's quote that it said to me, "You
are god." No I don't have a complex, that is just what it said to me. But still the voice itself, as said it just shook me.
Also in the past there was a shadow of a little boy that visited only one night, He stood by my bed sobbing asking where his teddy bear was, not
really thinking about it I just answered, "in my mom's office" and woke up. Next morning my mom was asking both me and my sister about who moved
her teddy bear because, somehow, during the night, it went from my moms office, past the kitchen, past dinner table, to a couch at least 20 feet away
from the six foot high self it was on. Dog couldn't get it and no one in our family moved it O_O
The only other time I've had a similar experience was in an old WWI house I was staying in in Maryland. I was on the bottom bunk of a bunk bed and at
the opposite end was a closet. I feel into my paralysed state and the closet opens up, an old man(first time it wasnt a shadow) in a wheel chair
wheels himself out, and I come out of the paralysis(no longer able to see the old man and closet is back closed) with the same hot knot in the back of
my head. Next morning I grab a crowbar, cause yes, this closet was stuck closed for whatever reason. Neither me or my roomate had opened it by normal
means so this was the first time we looked inside. There was the exact same wheelchair inside the closet.
Ok, So first question, if this is new land, new house, etc; how can my room have been visited by 4 spirits?
Why do I fall into paralysis see these shadows, and wake up with the hot knot in the back of my head?
Really, what makes me believe that for the most part it's in my room is that when I go to sleep on the couch downstairs, go sleep at relatives or
friends place, I'm able to fall asleep peacefully. The only other time was that incident in Maryland I was speaking about. Any ideas to help please?