reply to post by pitchdragon
In my humble estimation it seems to me to be...The Beginning....of....THE END!!!!!!!!!!!
Not fear, rather anticipation, that something is going to happen, probably sooner, than most think and it´s going to be something unexpected. Maybe social crisis is needed to start building new kind of society.
I really feel like an alien and sometimes it´s hard, if you see world differently all the time. I´m not big fan of new age teachings either, same reasons like you have - too much money making and too much "one and only right path to enlightment."
I don´t like about new age is all those hierarchies. Why should angels or other high beings have an hierarchy? Or federation or whatever. OK, people use terms they are familiar with, but still, I´ve never liked that.

The
quest for spirituality is interesting, to this one. At what point does one move their perspective from the "have not" to the "have?" Most will
constantly claw their way, always thinking they have not, and will never make the transition to have. This applies to many, many aspects of life
beyond "for profit" spirituality. Love, happiness, peace.. Does one "have" or does one "not have?" It is a choice. 
why take it so seriously? none of us are getting out alive anyway!
it does not matter if you estimated that you finish what you have to do.
. Letting go is always good idea, I´m kind of taoist and I know, that things get easyer if I let go, but it´s easier to say than done.
I don´t believe anything
but I don´t know yet, how to wake up
do you know singer and performance artist Laurie Anderson

. Anyway, it´s creepy if you are used to see birds in birdfeeder all your life and mostly in the
middle of winter and now it´s suddenly complete silence. I still don´t understand, what this means.