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Originally posted by Amaterasu
Originally posted by AeonsLOL! If you say so. But frankly, this was motivated by the (very) recent declaration that my sister plans to adopt my child against my will. No, I do NOT like to be a martyr. I want my daughter back, and this last is a long line of things - from being lied to to being lied about. After over two years, I am finally reaching out for support. And I get YOU. [sigh]
Originally posted by Greensage
How old is your daughter? Is this your only child?
Why on earth would you have a child at your age?
Why on earth would you not get off your duff and get your butt to your sisters and participate in the remaking of a family?
You do not have a job, well then, this is your job. The pay stinks but the traveling is good--get your thumb in the air and get to your daughter now. What is your sister going to do, close the door in your face?
I am sorry. I am very sorry. I hate feeling the kind of cruelty that wells up in me when I hear a sob story coming from someone who thinks the system is not working for them.
Go get your daughter and if your sister doesn't listen because she has legal standing then park your butt on her lawn and participate in the Family! Make a shelter in the front lawn if you have to and make noise! Call the media (local to your daughter) when you get there and publicly acknowledge your intentions. Seriously, be a proactive productive Mommy! If not for yourself than at least for your daughter; one day this will be a good memory of how you overcame this and held firm in your Love and Commitment to your child.
I am so very sorry you feel like you are left to "others" to make your world come together. It won't happen unless you make it happen. Go make it happen! You blew it, but you can make a new world out of the ashes, you just have to stop listening to your sister and get there, be next to your child right this very minute! There are no days left for remorse we must act on our Love at this very moment in Mankind's History!!
It is the end of the end of the end, only you can create a new beginning!
Originally posted by schuyler
You know, it's not really our turn to watch you. You're doing a good job of playing victim here. Don't tell us you have no money. Somehow you manage to hang out on ATS. You have at least access to a computer and internet access. If you REALLY want to be a Mom, you would move 3,000 miles, get a job, and prove you are capable of getting your daughter back.
Just do it!
Originally posted by Aeons
Originally posted by Amaterasu
Originally posted by AeonsLOL! If you say so. But frankly, this was motivated by the (very) recent declaration that my sister plans to adopt my child against my will. No, I do NOT like to be a martyr. I want my daughter back, and this last is a long line of things - from being lied to to being lied about. After over two years, I am finally reaching out for support. And I get YOU. [sigh]
You reached out in an utterly useless way in order to get support for.....what exactly? The "what" you are reaching out for here is the thing you want the most.
You almost had money to do something, but then when the goal was in reach, you sabotaged it. Very noble. And it shows that in your heart of hearts, you think your child is fine where she is.
If you wanted what you wanted, you'd have it by now. You were not lied to - you knew EXACTLY what you were stepping in, and you did it anyways. You sabotage any real change in the circumstance, and are not doing what it takes to obtain your goal.
Apparently, your sister is capable of providing, does so, and puts doing so as her primary objective. You got a uterus that works, and she got the mother bear instinct you don't.
I'm willing to lay money on you never getting your child. You don't want it enough to do what it takes, and in your sub-conscious you don't really even want it.
You indeed are "reaching out." And what you are reaching our FOR spells out your real needs in glowing neons lights. Because you think that you'll get it on a THREAD on an ANONYMOUS BOARD, doing something that in no way gets you your stated goal. Congratulations, I admire your ability to get what you really crave.
There are enough people who are slightly dysfunctional on this board who might be in a similiar situation, and I hope one of them realizes what I'm pointing out in themselves and moves to make some changes in their life by having some internal personal integrity.
Originally posted by antar
reply to post by Greensage
I don't sense it is so much a sob story, but a member who is at a desperate point in her life, a cross roads for the most important person in her life. The feeling of needing to rush in where fools tread and to try and upturn the cart is a natural emotion for a loving Mother who may not be in this moment prepared as society see's fit, or in a position to fight the system.
She came for suggestions, guidance and support and that is who we here at ATS are regardless of the situation, it may not be something everyone would care to comment about or to chime in on, but somewhere someone would and she knew that starting this thread.
Amertarasu has been there enough time for others, she deserves all the dignity and support we can give her right now, she is suffering and vulnerable, but hopefully will also come out stronger not beaten down or weakened by our responses.
Also she would be hauled off by the Police if she did the irrational things you suggested, think about it for a minute and from what we have learned, her main concern is/was her daughters well being and watching her Mother grovel and degrade herself would be more than the little girl could bear.
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Originally posted by destination now
35,000 job applications...Really? I'm sorry, whilst I am sympathetic to a point, I do agree with some of the other posters who are questioning just how committed you are to this endeavour. I have brought my daughter up on my own and have had some scary times financially...I would never have handed her over to anyone though. I read enough threads on here about welfare in the US, there must have been some options for that surely, rather than just panicking about becoming homeless and handing your daughter over to your sister 3000 miles away!
You keep saying no one will employ an old woman...you are 54, you are not an old woman!
Sorry, but from the tone of your posts it seems that you have an excuse for every suggestion that people make, and whilst you keep saying "I won't take money" you do come across as looking for ATS members to somehow help you out materially, that in itself is concerning as you are potentially taking a big risk by allowing members here to get your personal details (which they would need to send you bus tickets etc) when you have absolutely no idea who these people are, and whilst I am sure that the vast majority of members here are honest, decent people, there is no way of knowing who is at the other end of the computer on an internet forum. What if something happened to you as a result of accepting gifts from strangers on the internet? How would that help your daughter.
I am quite sure that if you focus yourself and take a practical approach, you will find a solution, I know I would, and I would be spending every minute of my library internet time looking for cheap accommodation and work in the area that my daughter was, not posting on a conspiracy website, and blaming the system and society for decisions and choices that I had made.
I hope it all works out for you though... But you are the only person who can make a difference, it's really up to you.