posted on Aug, 31 2011 @ 03:00 PM
I will only point to a few things here, but this is a good post and my experiences along with my wife are so complicated is needs it's own writing.
But the symptoms you describe are right on, and recently due to stresses here, I hit a wall in spite of all the visions and dreams and changes
happening to myself and now my wife, you understand I am sure. I will post my last two, for what is now happening, is now into the spiritual and if I
were religiously inclined I would talk of angels and God, but, I will never venture into mans constructs while here, thus, I remain free to evolve as
are most of us.
First the last two visions which I will past from my journal. But I will try and answer the question of the body we will be in when we transition. I
had a small series of more than dreams of just going on and in at least one of them, I looked down at this body lying on the floor and murmured, "so
soon?". In another, I walked down the street to this gate which barred me from entering in other dreams, but this time I could open it and a throng
of very nice folks were going elsewhere. All the while, those on the street continued as they were doing, unaware of the rest of us as we could not be
seen by them. I woke with tears that time as my wife was being stubborn and would not change. Later I must add, I woke with the high pitch sound and
a quick dream of myself reading from this book that my real body was sleeping and that I would soon return to it. I asked then, how do you know where
I am and they answered, we watch you all the time.
Shortly after this, we according to my wife, were taken and she was given lessons on a personal level to make a change and get with the program or be
left, she wants to go with me and now this is important to her. Since there have been other takings as well, nothing bad, just lessons.
There is so much more before this, out of body experience, introduction to my white light body, which by the way exudes a great sense of humor.
Visions of a new world and visions of this one, depopulated and altered in some way. Visions of other worlds or world too near this one and the list
goes on, but is now fitting together like a puzzle.
I drop these last two now, to show something, life is amazing and this part is just for the moment and there really is nothing to fear. These were not
dreams, but came out of meditation and were more real than the sandwich I just ate. I still cannot tell of the emotions of the last one without a
tear, it was sooo, damn real, this presence.
August 23, 11
I just had a powerful and emotional vision and wow, did it open the flood gate. I was at an end, truly not wishing to go on, the pain was out of
control and the meds made me sick, no recourse.
I was standing with a higher source looking over this featureless landscape of white and gray. A few hundred yards away was this soul in the shape of
a man, slumped forward with his arms clutching his body as though to gain strength. This soul was white in color and glowed, yet was in distress.
It’s white color showed that he was of a higher level, yet completely exhausted and spent.
The other and myself went forward and then I could also feel hostility of sorts, he was lost within. Then beside me, this ribbon of cloth, one with
light hues and seemed to glow and have a life of its own. The man’s head was down in sadness or being tired, I am not sure, but he was messed up
and gone as far as one can go. The cloth, about 2’ wide floated by him and around, several leisurely times. Then it pulled and shrunk until he was
swathed in this shimmering cloth. Then as the man seemed to shrink as into a cocoon while the now free end came up from the front, over his head as
would a mother do with a blanket.
Then this higher being that was there, and I could not see, but knew, reached out and held the now little child and filled it with love which I feel
to my depths while writing. It was as though the child which is each of us gets drained and can be fulfilled.
This last I will add, as the vision is still delivering energy. This whole thing was without words, yet the emotions that came with it were nothing
but hope and good; emotions like these I cannot successfully write down. I hope others don’t know, but I came out of it crying and it normally
would not be me.
Just re-reading this opens floodgates to love and hope, and yes tears a day later, we are not alone, we are gathered up and renewed, we are also a
damn brave being for experiencing all this.
Just realized, all this won't fit. But the other was of this woman floating above me, saying while at a portal, "I have shown you the way and I am
free to go further, you show one the way and you will be free as well". Not quite sure how to do this of course. Things after a quiet, are getting
busy again for some reason, but like others here, you know what is happening. Also some don't need to go through this, they already are there and
don't know it.