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Originally posted by paulmac99
reply to post by CosmicEgg
Thanks for the advice, there is love bursting out of my heart 24/7, its wierd really, I am the only person in my family with love and empathy. Considering my horrendous childhood I am confused how I was filled with love. I feel the pain of humans and animals so intensely that it makes me afraid. I am slowly coming to some conclusions, and the replies on this thread have helped me, thank you all. I also find it incredible that one person is a critic of the way my story flowed, talk about missing the point of this thread.
It works strange for me, when I start to debate my dreams and experiences, they explode into life, when i foget about them, they go away. These are not dreams, they are in 3D, the incredible picture, in colour, buzzing with static in that mans hands. The word CELB, the way the star map moved when he pointed his finger to it, in a hologram, yes, it distrubs me. We are shown snapshots, why?
Originally posted by curious7
Uncle Michael could be the archangel?
Finding your posts fascinating, thansk for sharing and while I also don't understand because rational thought doesn't allow it, I'm not scared in the slightest and feel that rationality might be the one thing that stops us truly understanding existence and other worlds and dimensions. If there were a way to remain sane while also blocking out temporarily the rational thinking part of the mind, maybe we could all understand visions and dreams such as this?