I have been following ATS for a year or so without posting, I have been confused for a few years now, and have searched the internet for answers to my
experiences. I hope this narrative can give hope to those who feel that anxiety many are feeling. Also, if anybody has any insight into my
experiences, help would be appreciated.
My Experiences in life have been very odd, with incredible happenings around me, happenings i can not explain as coincidence, these are fact, fact to
me anyway. Here goes. When I was a child, my brother and I woke up screaming, we were in a high class restaurent, but we were also in our beds,
seperate beds. A waiter approached us and tried to give us something on a silver plate. I would put the time of this experience as maybe 19202/30s. We
both looked at one another in shock, then suddenly, the bedroom wall around us suddenly started to build itself, brick by brick, it was like something
from Harry Potter, thats as close as I can explain it. Our parents came into the bedroom and comforted us downstairs, I was 6, my brother 5, it was
not a dream, it was real.
From that moment, me, not my brother, (although he has not talked about it) started seeing strange people dressed in Victorian/Edwardian clothing. I
could see these people at the top of the stairs, across the street, in the shops, stood outside my school.......strange, they dissapeared when I was
when I was 16 I walked into my place of work there was a blackbird sat on the crummy sofa just looking at me, I put a towel over it and let it out, a
week later i had a terrible painful experience and thought back to the bird, it was in a place with sealed windows. Up to the age of 40, I walked into
a room with another 5 blackbirds and then experienced great pain at the hands of nasty people or girlfriends with no empathy. In 2002 i was in a pub
with a friend, I told him about this and we laughed, we went back to his for some food, and he stopped laughing, a blackbird was sat in his chair,
again we left that room, all windows and doors were closed before we left, he has not spoke to me since. a few days later i was dumped by my
girlfriend and felt terrible pain. My dog died last summer, it broke my heart, my wife and I were sat in the garden 2 hours after his death, a
blackbird came and sat near our feet, my other dog, who just chases birds for a living, its all he does, sat next to it. Infact, it was this dog who
was barking at us to come into the garden and sit in this specific spot in a small patch of sun.........incredible, we knew it was an experience
First, I have no doctrines I follow. However, before my first job in a cancer hospice in 2003, a few weeks before I started, I had an incredible
dream, well, it was not a dream in some ways, it felt real. I was walking through an Asain looking jungle and saw a fat blue buddha, sat on a log. I
approached it and it hugged me, I felt this incredible energy/electricity flow through me. I sat bolt upright in bed, got up, and could not feel my
body for an hour, i was gobsmacked, it was real, I had been somewhere. Incredibly, in the afternoon, I met my friend who had just got back from India,
she gave me a pendant, with a blue buddha on it, I nearly fell over. On the weekend, I flew to santa monica from the Uk for a 3 week holiday before my
hospice work began. I went to my hotel room, and the picture outside of my room was of a blue buddha, it just felt connected.
When I got back the dreams/prophecies started. I started internet flirting as i wanted a life partner. I spent 2 weeks flirting with a girl from
ireland, she told me she had been a prostitute and had sex with animals as child, her parents forced her. she was now working for a law firm, holding
it together but was very intense in her connection to me. After a day flirting with her online, i would go to bed. I would dream, and witness people
tortured, murdered, butchered, abused. It makes me sad to remember. The next day, I would watch the news, and see a horriific crime I had been present
at in my dream. Why? anyone remember the Chinese cockle pickers who died on a UK beach a few years back, that was during that 2 week period of dreams.
The day they died, i told a friend what was going to happen, I had dreampt it.. After witnessing an evil man slaughter two sisters in yorkshire, I sat
in horror and pain, and watched him grin as he stabbed them to death. I know this is distressing to hear, but i am searching for answers. I awoke from
that dream to again, see the headlines the next day. I knew it was linked to her. I stopped talking to her, and the dreams/prophecies stopped.
This is the best part, and I love going to bed now. I have incredible 3D dreams that crackle and sparkle, my wife says I wake up in the middle of the
night talking to someone about the universe, planets etc etc. They started with me floating above the planet, were I have lived, I rise above that
house, straight up into the air then I either get into a small spaceship (sounds crazy writing it) or travel through a light system into places
trillions of miles away. I visit other people, normally people who are full of love, they seem so full of answers and are fairly silent, they say
little but comfort me. Incredibly, during the day while awake, at work, or wherever, I see a sign, or something that takes me back to that dream, i
just smile to myself and know it was a real event.
I have been to mars, not the moon, i know that our moon has dark intent. Mars was once occupied by humans, millions of years ago, there are still
humans there, in caves, who are healers and loving spirits. They have dogs with them, they are very strongly related to dogs, sounds crazy i know, but
I have seen them, spoke with them. Related to this, I have found incredilbe objects whilst looking at spirit and opportunity pans of mars, even ESA
have provided me with a landscape that was once occupied. These objects were once part of a martain human society.
My wife calls me a nut in a jokey way, and i think she has her own ideas about my experiences, but does acknowledge them, she will tell me about my
nightly conversations with much amusement. However, this week, something really bizarre happened. I had a special dream and my wife was in it, and
incrediblely, she dreamt something of it, the same night.
I was in a white planet/moon spaceship travelling with my wife for the first time. we kept hopping billions of miles to earthlike planets, spend a few
minutes there and off we went. these planets were were incredible clean and structured, the buildings were gleaming white and clean. They had
soldiers, but peaceful soldiers (that was strange). My wife turned to me in the dream "I wonder were we are, I think we are dead, but its great, it
feels really good"
I then awoke, my wife turned to me, "just had an incredible dream, we were on an incredible clean planet and we had just died on earth, a tidal wave
hit us, but we could breath in the water, there was no pain".
If you thought it gets any wierder, she said I had awoken at 4am, bolt upright and said "uncle Michael, I will see you in heaven soon, I cant want to
see you, its ok, we'll be togher in heaven". I have never had an uncle Michael. It was interesting during the dream, I could tocuh the galaxies as
they whizzed by in colour and 3D, awesome.
SOMETHING IS COMING
There is smething coming. I feel it in the wind, have it in dreams. There is a struggle on this planet, I do not fully understand it. However, I know
that those who run our world lack any empathy. Those who go into politics or big business with good intentions and empathy, lose thier path with
vanity and greed, look at Nick Clegg as a case in point, his political ideas ditched for power. In essence, the struggle is for this planet. The
delicate eco system has been raped by big business, humans are butchered by governments because of human vanity. Babies starve because a monies system
demands that countries have to lose for others to succeed in business.
The last two centuries has seen a shift from spirituality and nature, onto human individual grred and vanity. I dont fully understand the implications
of this but i know what I have seen. I have seen loving, warm humans, in parts of our universe, cosmos, happy and full of love. the only bit i
understand is quite simple but takes leap of faith to accept it i guess. I have taken that leap.
The universe, is a massive, seriously massive. However, there is one place in the universe, the central hub. This hub is about love, peace, wisdom and
understanding. We as humans, have choices, yes, we are responsible for our actions. I wish i knew about the places i visit, I wish i knew if it was
another universe in another dimension. I wish i knew if it was part of this universe.
I would like to finish by saying that my experiences are as real as I percieve them, there are many more experiences I have had over the last 45 years
that confirm to me of another dimension/place. We are also being 'forced' into a choice, make the right choice, make sure it involves vast quantities
of empathy and love.
ps my spelling is bad, sorry for that
edit on 7-1-2011 by paulmac99 because: Title change