I just kinda popped my head into ATS to see if I could get a clue as to whether I'm the only one feeling it...glad to see I'm not.
Can I share something with you guys?
For the past few years or so, I have been experiencing spikes of mystical activity around this time of year and around midsummer. OK here goes. About
a day or so after the recent lunar eclipse on the solstice, I was sleeping a dreamless sleep. The weirdest thing started happening. I began to gain
full conscious awareness within the dreamless sleep without waking up. I woke up without actually waking up, if that makes any sense. I was an aware,
disembodied, lucid perspective within the blackness of deep sleep. The fabric of the blackness seemed to crackle with electrical energy around the
rough edges of my awareness. It was beautiful and exhilarating.
As I gained lucidity, two bright glowing pulsating strobing blue round Mandalas, or "UFOs", to use modern mythological terms, began to materialize in
the blackness. They were comprised of concentric rings of small glowing living blue spheres which flashed or strobed in unison to form different
patterns. I was amazed! It was so beautiful and sublime...
I don't know how long I watched in fascination. Eventually, I raised my dream-arm, or phantom arm, or whatever to point to where the Mandalas or UFOs
or whatever they were would be, in my field of vision, if I had been awake with my eyes open. I seemed to sense that was what they wanted me to do. I
pointed and sent them the thought, "that point in space is where you two would be hovering, from my perspective, if I was awake and standing up. Right
there and right there. See? I'm pointing right at you. I am aware."
I also remember a third form, which appeared along with the two Mandalas. It seemed to slowly emerge from the center of the blackness. It was glowing
blue and was very hard to make out. I got the impression it was intelligent and powerful and maybe even Holy. I think it was a God or a Goddess or an
archetype or something like that. But I couldn't bring the form into focus well enough to make out definite features. It was the same color as the
blue spheres, and was sort-of outlined with the same sort of solidified energy. Like a cloak of space and light. Amorphous might be a good word. Or
ineffable. It was aware of me, that much I was sure of.
Then, I'm not sure exactly what happened. They all disappeared and I think I drifted back to a normal dreamless sleep for a while. I don't know how
much time passed, but later I had yet another strange dream.
Only this time, it was as if I was dreaming of my bedroom in real-time. I could look around the bedroom with my dream-eyes instead of my real eyes. It
was so cool! I was dreaming of it exactly as it was in the waking world, except there was a shadow form in the room. A presence made out of shadow
that played a cat-and-mouse game with my awareness. There came a point when the shadow entity was right next to my bed, near my head. Right in my
face. I thought, "ah-ha! I have you now!" and I playfully shot my arm out to seize the shadow. There was only air...it disappeared.
After that, I drifted back to normal dreamless sleep. I can tell the pulsating mandalas, ind3ed the whole night had a positive effect on me, and I
think its ongoing still. I don't know how to describe it, other than to say some cliche like alchemy of consciousness, or transformation of
consciousness, or something to that effect. I feel that my mind is stronger and expanded. I have been experiencing epiphanies and synchronicities and
visions in fits and starts.
So, I think what happened is I was brought to what is called turiya or fourth state of consciousness in the Upanishads. I am experiencing
after-effects of Kundalini energy as it travels up my spine. I wager many other people are feeling a Kundalini surge too, but don't know what to do
about it. Luckily a force was guiding my movements in what amounted to spontanous kriya movements, stretches, and I felt a strong urge to fast and
purify my body. I submit that if you are feeling drained then there is a blockage of your Kundalini enerygy somewhere. That is precisely the sort of
thing that yoga and other sorts of mystical excersizes are designed to prevent by preparing the body for the surge of energy that comes with mystical
experiences.
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