I wanted to chime in, being one of the resident "spookologists." I have seen what you are talking about for several years. I have collaborated
with people from a variety of cultures and faiths and we have all had the same consensus: the veil is thinning every day. Right now, I feel as if
there is a "fog" of sorts. My personal abilities have been hampered, and my meditations are for naught. This isn't even to mention the fact that
I cannot Astrally Walk as I used to. The last time I was there, all I saw were thousands upon thousands of bodies: all men in black cloaks, lying
face down on the ground with golden spears in their backs. I was forcefully thrown back into my body, and that's the last time that I walked.
I understand why your initial post is so jumbled. There is far too much information to type at once, and your mind cannot focus enough to put one
word in front of the other. I feel very much the same way. I think your disclaimer is unneeded, as those that challenge your beliefs and your
feelings will only make you stronger (as Saturn mentioned).
Saturn is right, however. There is no "concrete proof" outside of "feelings." I have struggled to "prove" my stance for years now. It wasn't
until I started collecting empirical data that I found more people were interested in listening to what I have to say. He is also right in saying
that you should check all physical reasons for getting these feelings, before relying solely on your feelings. I use a Tri-Field meter as well as
cameras, recording devices, et al. in trying to disprove things that I am feeling. However, as my experience grows, so does my trust in my own
feelings. I use many of these devices for the benefit of clients and for the benefit of the scientific community. I know these things exist.
It is my job to prove that they do, one way or another.
Saturn, I wanted to address you personally, if I may, because I understand where you are coming from personally. I think what Rishi is saying is
reflective of many of us in the world that are sensitive to things outside of accepted scientific practices. I respect your views and your methods of
achieving some sort of evidence. You are one of my favorite skeptics on the site because of your respectful nature. So kudos to you.
In less than a month's time, I will be finished compiling the data that I have collected for the past year. I aim to prove that there is indeed
something tangible going on in this world, whether it be an alternate dimensional war, or whether it be that there are many people on this Earth that
are more attune to the natural ebb and flow of the universe than others. The point of this compilation of data is to prove that people are sensing
something. Once I compile this data I will personally invite you to go over it with a fine toothed comb, and I will invite everybody to go
over it. I really do think that I am on to something in my "A Strange Feeling as of Late" thread.
Rishi, my advice to you is to record every dream, every vision you have in a dream diary of sorts. I would also suggest filming yourself dreaming at
night, as Saturn suggested. I have done this many times over the course of the past few years, and I have gotten some very interesting things on
tape. If you feel that you are having "night visitors" might I suggest that you research grounding, centering, and shielding, as well as coming up
with a personal mantra to calm you and keep you safe. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself, and the things that go bump in the night are
nothing to be afraid of. They have no power on this side, and they will only make you think they do. Stand up, fight back, and be strong. We'll
all get through this, skeptic and believer alike.
Peace be with you.