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....that feeling of terror and lack of control wasnt as intence as the feeling i had meeting EBE!!
My findings leave me thinking that possibly i felt what it felt, meaning i felt its fear and it felt my fear so we basically somehow boosted the emotion until it realised i was no threat.
I know it sounds a little far fetched.
The thing is, it is not just whether or not you feel others think you are crazy. It's more personal than that. The reason is a self perspective of sanity that is important and the reason you can't just forget it is because even if you don't completely understand it in the beginning, it becomes a part of you and grows as you get older... at least it did for me.
I certainly don't have all the answers but i have a hell of a lot more than I did. You see, this wasn't my only sighting. This stuff has been ongoing throughout my life. I don't think it's coincidence.
If you think it's just that easy to forget things that are so foreign and so hard to understand yet still they become incorporated into your life as a very personal memory
then you aren't understanding why something that can seem so terrifying in some aspects yet you would rather walk right back in to these types of experiences just to further your understanding.
Me, personally... I don't think I could ever just forget. To always wonder, regardless if i am sane in every other way, is pretty hard to deal with.
Originally posted by kevinunknown
MIB, how scared you were of them in one of your posts how they found you and so on. If that was true the last thing I would do is post this story on ATS, I think the MIB will come a ‘knocking anytime soon.
I don't care if they come knocking i have done nothing wrong
I am under surveillance all the time, if they were going to do anything surely they would have done it by now.
Sometimes my wife an i wish they would so we can get some answers and move on, the only thing that worries me is becoming a lab rat or some test dummy.
sharing my experience on this site is the best thing i have done towards getting information and feed back. I am glad i joined this site.