How was 2010 for you?,
WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE. (or as Homer Simpson would say .. worst year of your life SO FAR)
Concussion from late 2009 caused concussion symptoms well into 2010.
Spring 2010 got sick ... kicked off an Autoimmune disease that I had lurking.
Spring and summer were intensively stressful. I think i have PTSD from it. Really.
A dozen idiot doctors who don't know what they are doing ...all misdiagnosis'
bunches of bad drugs with VERY bad side effects were given to me ...
ALL WRONG DRUGS because of multiple misdiagnosis.
STRESS STRESS STRESS.
The disease (Sjogrens) hits hard .. dried out everything, neuropathy of limbs and face and tongue.
Swallowing difficult and painful submandibulars.
Spent 6 months 'sleeping' (if you can call it that) sitting up because I'd choke laying down.
Possible neuropathy of intestines now. Still not fully diagnosed. I have MS symptoms now too.
Lost 63 pounds without trying and I'm now underweight and cold all the time.
I can't eat anything I want ... my diet sucks ... can't even drink coffee.
No sugar. No grains. No pastas. No cereals. No acidic foods (coffee, citrus fruits/juices). etc
I can't walk far and need a wheelchair if I try to go out to a mall or something
(which I don't bother doing anymore).
My hair is falling out and my teeth are starting to go because of the disease and the meds.
But compared to everything else, I'm really not caring about that. (not caring anymore = sad)
And of course this, combined with unanswered prayers, blew apart my belief system.
That's rather tramatic as well.
Glaucoma pressure is back up and I cant' take any of the meds for it. Bad reactions.
So I'll be going blind at some point.
Pollyanna idiots telling me to 'be happy' when they haven't dealt with what I have dealt with.
Best friends are now former friends .. had to be rid of some because of their attitude with the disease.
(man .. that's a story unto itself!! Major disappointment!
never again will I allow myself to be that gooda friends with anyone!).
I miss my husband and daughter ... I can't go out and do family things with them anymore.
I'm stuck at home, getting sicker, hurting more, and all I can do is watch TV or get on the internet.
(When the glaucoma finishes taking my sight, that'll be gone as well).
And the really frightening thing .. others have it worse then I do!!!
As for what is going on in the world .... I just see it getting worse.
Lies and more lies by the media. Zombie idiots believing the media and politicians.
PC bullcrap. Organized religion bullcrap causing problems worldwide.
Obama apologists ... Bush apologists ... religion apologists ... ignorance apologists ...
fairweather 'friends' ... people everywhere suffering and in pain ...
animals in pain ... the planet falling apart ... lies and untruths everywhere.
2010 freak'n sucked as far as I'm concerned and I don't see 2011 getting any better.
I'm afraid to hope for a pleasant surprise. I always get disappointed.
There .. that's my answer to how 2010 was for me.
Sorry you asked??