posted on Jan, 3 2011 @ 02:00 PM
reply to post by autowrench
If you don't mind me asking, what were you able to find out through regression?
I find it kind of odd that so many people in my family is drawn to it. I mentioned in a previous post that even my father was drawn to it, but he
passed away when I was four. My son uses one of the guns my dad made, in reenactments. My father didn't really speak to me of his fascination with
it, but my mother told me of it, years later, when I started being drawn to the same things my father was.
My kids are fascinated with it also. My son lives and breathes it. It's more of an obsession with him. It doesn't bother him though... he loves
it! I can't really understand that because he's such a non-violent person, but he would sleep outside and eat nothing but hardtack if I'd let him,
I'm glad to see that I'm not alone in this. It feels almost like I miss something that I just can't put my finger on, but I'm appalled and
freaked out by it at the same time, if that makes sense.
I'm actually planning a trip to Gettysburg this year. I look forward to it, yet I dread it at the same time... so many contradictions, lol. I've
been on real battle fields and like I mentioned in the OP, I can tell if many people died there, or very few, without prior knowledge of the place.
The places where many people died just... I don't know how to put it... the atmosphere in these places feels so heavy, to the point that I physically
hurt sometimes. I'm worried about how Gettysburg is going to affect me.
Thank you for your post! As you know, I had been drawn to your avatar in the past.
I remember U2U'ing you a few months ago about it.