I'm wickerfield, and I'll be posting experiences and information that I've come across over the past 8 months.
Some of it is really heavy, and it's hard to believe that we live in a world so dark, but I feel that instead continuing to try to escape the reality
of it, I should share this knowledge with others.
It's hard to put some of the things I've experienced into text, but I'll do my best. Basically, over the course of two months, I had my soul ripped
from my body by technology that is diabolical. It's meant for a kind of spiritual and mental warfare that goes WAY beyond this life. I'll start at the
beginning. In April, I was experimenting with marijuana, and found that theories I had been exploring, such as telekinesis, telepathy, astral
projection, heaven, hell, inter-dimensional travel, matter manipulation, souls, chakra magic, black magic, mind control, spiritual implants, and other
extremely strange things very much exist in the here and now. My mental boundaries that walled me away from these things, broke down in the course of
one night. In that night I experienced multiple kinds of realms, even going so far as to actually see it in front of me clearer than the room I was
in. It was an experience of dozens of heavens. Everyone in the room I was in freely talked about it amongst each other, and so I know that it was not
just in my mind. You may be able to understand my position. All my previous ignorant beliefs of the world just snapped. I had to become a new person.
Fast forward a month. I'm at home, and I was meditating while listening to music. I'm traveling in my mind's eye, interesting portals passing by,
mesmerized by my music. Suddenly, I vividly see a shimmering portion of energy traveling towards me. It folds over my body, energizing me incredibly.
I realize this is my soul that I had freed on that night in April, as it was exactly the same. As it encompassed me, all my pains and aches were
completely overcome by the pure energy in this being of light. Suddenly, it was RIPPED, I repeat RIPPED from me, and drawn into another plane where I
lost sight of it. The feeling of it was like a child molester coaxing my baby away from me while I sat transfixed not knowing what to do. That's when
my #ing FATHER, an insane engineer who contracts for DARPA, comes in the room and says "You'll thank me for this later". It was the way he said it,
like "You know you're #ed now" all while malevolently leering at me. The reason I know it was him is because he worked on a project called ORCA. I
directly quote an excellent explanation of what ORCA symbolizes in shamanic circles. "Seeing the unseen, Freeing the soul from the physical body,
Having the ability to convert raw matter into stars, planets, etc.". www.es.northropgrumman.com...
Maybe a week later, I was meditating when I found a place that my dad was working on. There were literally whales spirits in this place. They told me
various things about my family, but then proceeded to knock me on my ass by showing me how water energy could heal you. That's when I decided I was
leaving my family once and for all. I left my house at 4 in the morning, walking downtown. I kept in contact with the whales, or whatever you want to
call them, by listening to certain songs on my IPod. It was different each time. They then healed my sense of smell, my sense of life, my entire
perception. I realized that I was being erroneously influenced by less than moral people. I could smell the water in the air, the trees, the asphalt.
It was incredible. I could understand birds, I could feel the presence of trees. Then, not 30 minutes later, I was picked up by a police officer for
WALKING. I was put in an mental hospital. There I experienced hell. They psychically shut me off from my "whale" friends, and all my healing
disappeared. One of the doctors even joked at me there, saying "did I really need to understand birds?" Then he proceeded to draw doodles on the paper
in front of him that were the EXACT SAME things I used to doodle in high school. I started seeing these doodles on the walls, the floors, it was
scary. While I was there, one of the other patients literally SHOWED ME HOW TO MANIPULATE MATTER. She took a handful of chess pieces that were mostly
small, and made them double the size. I got to hold them in my hand after. She then explained that we lived in a matrix, and that all things are
possible. After getting hit by a lithium/risperidone nightmare combination, my life has gone to hell. I now hear #ing voices, all day, all the time. I
have seen all of this first hand. I know that my soul is either imprisoned or being used in some twisted way for power. I have steadily declined in
health, and my short term memory has practically gone. I'm not longer kinetically attached to my body, as I am no longer able to access my chakras and
I have intense headaches every single waking minute. The headaches feel like they are in a different plane, as they are sometimes literally OUTSIDE of
my head. I HAVE PAINS OUTSIDE OF MY BODY. I have a incorporeal implant in my neck that puts aggressive pacifying thoughts into my mind. My brother and
I have talked about it. We both have them. Sometimes I hear a click and I lose vision in one eye. Sometimes I move involuntarily, full movements, like
walking. I did not tell myself to do these things. Along with these headaches, and the knowledge that my entire life is a lie, I want to commit #ing
There is so much more to this story, but I'm losing most of it now. My parents laugh at my misfortune, but I have no where to go, I am totally reliant
Basically, our government is capable of spiritually manipulating you, doing what it wills with your soul, and putting you into darkness, without
bullets, without harsh words, without anything visible to the human eye. What the # humanity? Is nothing sacred anymore?[
edit on 15-12-2010 by
wickerfield because: some words out of place because i typed so emotionally