Alright, i have waited a bit to post this. I wanted to test out the waters here at ATS and see how people reacted to different threads and obscure
ideas. I have read countless threads about people believing they are aliens, devils, gods, pieces of fruit, you name it. I come to you all with my
real life happings that have taken place between the end of September 2009 and now.
Ever since i was little i knew something was different about me, i didnt react the way others did. I didnt feel the way others did and i didnt think
the way others thought. Dont get me wrong, im an extremely outgoing, sociable guy. I love people and i went through numerous years of schooling being
told "I like him, he just talks to much!" Anyways, thats just so you dont think im a loner. Back on topic.
Growing up, my father and i were
always close. He always read me stories goodnight and always made me eggs for breakfast, my Dad used to light a candle before bed and we spent time
manipulating the flame, making it rise and lower, swirl and spin, and he would always end with saying "let it be" and the candle would go out. I
remember countless times when i would feel my dad "reading my mind" if you will (i have a divorced family so i wasnt with him every other week) or
rather, checking up on me. I could always block him out if i chose, but i rarely did.
Anyways last summer something inside me told me to ask my dad about that stuff I had learned as a kid, I told him my beliefs and my take on reality
and the surrounding world. He simply smiled and replied "follow me". We went on a hike through his propety and he went on to explain that he had
waited all my life for this conversation to follow. He told me he had a dream the night before that i was going to come say this. We talked for awhile
and he began to show me different demonstrations of enegry and guided me through simple excercises such as seeing enegry, moving enegry within myself
and moving enegry outside of me. After a few weeks of this we sat on the patio on night and he began to tell me about my birth, i was born dead, my
ambilicle cord wrapped around my neck. The doctor said that i would not make it (obviously i did) and my dad told me this is why i was able to use
energy as i can. He went to tell me that during his first near death experience he was 'floating in bliss' and was enlightened. He said energy work
then came natural to him, thus how it was to me. He continued to explain that a drastic change was coming. He said it will come down to those who can
harness the power within and those who cant. He didnot mention the opponent, he just said that a "revolution" will occur.
A couple months later the head of the Himalayan insture came to our house and i talked with him. He told me of a great danger coming and told me to
continue life as i was, he told me"a change is coming. the light will soon awaken those who slumber, you have already awoke. lead them and change the
After a few months of doing energy work i began to share this with my girlfriend. She understood and i began to show her the techniques i had been
taught. She can move it within her self(as all can who tune in) yet has troubles moving it in the outside world.
I came upon binaural beats in January, i began to do them and started having unsetteling visions. The most promiment was one I had one a trip home
from snowboarding (my girlfriend was driving). Also for those who have not experienced bianural, the visions come as quick flashes. you know what
they mean. its not like a dream persay.
Anyways, the vision was that of a man with a golden eye. he possesed great strength and i knew i had to
kill him. The man then turned into a baby, my child, and i was unable to kill him (keep in mind i am 17, the kid was not literally mine, i dont have
kids.) The vision wrapped with You need to be prepared to lead. And i jolted awake.
This past summer some strange things started to occur. I could feel a strong negative presence with me at given times. It was heavy and felt evil. I
continues to get these (it would come randomly and it felt like imense pressure all around). Things took a weird turn when the lights started going
out. Whenever the entity was with me street lights around me would go out. I shared this with my girlfriend and she didnt believe me untill a few days
later. We were walking around a lake by my house one night when i told her i could feel it with us. Every lamp post we walked under around the lake
went out and came on momentarly after we left its premisis. Red lights started to become a posession, where ever i was a red light would be. My phone
indicator light turned red (i have the droid, you can change the color but i never did) and the color always drew me to it.
[this is slightly out of place but i left out an important addition, one day i was sitting in church with my family extremely bored. I watched a moth
fly around and i remembered something my dad told me,"Remember, great harm can be inflicted with this gift. Use it wisely" I had a overwhelming
feeling to try and kill this moth. Not kill it so to say but to 'drain its life'. I could feel the entitys presence with me so i concentrated on the
moth for awhile. I could feel release of energy and eventually felt somewhat of a snap, or a release. The moth fell directly downward to the floor and
i did not see it move again] The feelings went away up until about four days ago. I had just registered on this site when it came back. I called my
friend Ian and told him we needed to talk.
Ian is my best friend and i had never shared any of this information with him. That day on the site i felt an overwhelming sense to tell him all. He
came over and we discussed energy and i taught him the excercises i had been taught. We shared different experiences with these oddities and found
them to be somwhat simmilar. Around the same time as my entity began he had one too. One night he woke up with some extreme pressure pounding on his
back, it would 'kick' into him, press hard, then cease. This repeated for a few nights at 3:33 every night/morning. He then said whenever he felt this
presence his eyes would water.
After we discussed this we could both feel our entities in the room. It was clear to us both and quite honestly a little bit freaky. We continued
discussing and thought of an extremely weird conclusion. This entites may be "guardian angels" (im an agnostic) but could be these entities looking
out for us and better judgement If we were the so called 'leaders of this revolution' then perhaps these entities that were with us gave us the
ability to preform tasks? If you remember the moth story, perhaps that was my 'power'. Ian too was born under the same circumstances i was and we have
had extremely weird concidences in our lives. You could say we live parallel lives as a sort.
All things considered, i have continued my training in the "art of energy" and feel that it may, in some way or another, be crucial to this feeling
alot of us are getting of a change. I know this all seems far fetched but i promise you that not one bit of this was made up.
Tell me your thoughts.
edit: i apologize about the choppiness of this post, there was alot on my mind and it all kind of went out at once. ask me anything for clarification
edit on 15-12-2010 by Gazrok because: Edited by the SPCP (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Paragraphs)