Hello all of you. I don’t know how many people actually read introductions, I don’t want to bore anyone but I do want to make connections. I’ve
been coming here to ATS for quite awhile now …5 or 6 year’s maybe. I actually created an account around that long ago but have since forgotten
what screen name I used. The reason I never tried to network here is because since the age of 19, I’m just about 27 right now, I’ve been traveling
around down the east coast of the U.S. Indulging in all the chemicals, plants, and festivities I could find. Now I’m calmed down, stationary for
the time being, but I’m sure that will change. I’ve been interested in all the things considered here since as far as I can remember. Through the
years I have been very opinionated but also understanding, I’ll keep something in mind for a long time before I expose it, so as that I can express
it correctly. I actually think that is something some people in our lives don’t consider.
As far as the supernatural goes my mind is open to all of it. Some of it I think is silly, not because of the nature of the phenomena or because it
isn’t possible, but because the way some people portray things leads you to believe that they are in it for the attention or for some other
mischievous purpose. That’s whatever though. The supernatural aspects of the philosophies I’ve created for myself, which can be very contradictive
…I love contradiction …sorry to get off topic, I think developed during early childhood. I lived in Detroit in the early nineties and It was there
I experienced something vague, being so long ago, but also very impressionable because I have carried it with me for so long.
The memory is of my dog Chaney and I playing on the side of my house which was in Suburbia somewhere. I saw what I thought was a fly the size of a
bird, not moving or anything, just chilling on the siding. My dog started barking and I freaked out so I ran inside immediately to get my mother.
Nothing big, I don’t even remember if my mom even checked it out afterward, I do remember telling my grandfather about it and he told me it was
probably a hummingbird. But it was at that time that I probably started questioning a lot of things, A LOT of things if you get my drift. It was also
around that time I was at my ex step fathers parents house. It was around October because there were lots of leaves on the ground, I remember them
having quite a bit of property, and they were both doctors …probably not good ones …just rich ones. Anyways, I was out playing around near the
woods and saw what I thought was a larger than life bee …like the size of a small squirrel or something. I ran but I don’t think I ever reported
it to anyone at that time.
I have since talked about those memories quite often with people. I don’t know why my brain saw those bugs back then but in my memories they seem so
real and I keep it because I think in a way it defines the way I think about the nature of reality …I mean that’s why we’re all into this stuff
anyway right? That was the last time I saw anything like that, in that state of mind anyways …I thought I saw a UFO once when I was in my early
adolescence but I was already into aliens and UFO’s. It could have been anything …it’s unimportant. I often thought that perhaps aliens
abduction, which I have been passionately obsessed with, and things like …ghosts …religious experiences …UFO’s and all the sorts may all be
the same kind of thing interacting with us.
This is just a thought, all of my opinions are loose, I’m just saying that perhaps it’s the subconscious collective of intelligence in its
entirety, or whatever, trying to keep us or itself on its toes. I cannot get away from the thought that we may all be one weird being , like if
“god” was a lonely intelligence that eternally continues to separate itself to become whole again. Like I said it is just a thought. For all I
know Jesus really was hung on the cross 2000 years ago. Lots of people claim they keep an open mind to things but are picky when it comes to
possibility. Anything can seem possible from the right disposition. Something’s are very unlikely, and debate is fun, but I will never again
persecute someone for what they believe ...unless were talking about evil extremist sociopaths bent on control or manipulation. I believe the line
of tolerance should be drawn somewhere.
But it’s like I said, I believe anything could be possible, I myself have only met what I can try to describe as trans-dimensional beings in lucid
dream states or altered states. I really dig science, GR, QM, string theory, all of it. I can’t wait till we discover a graviton! The coolest
experience I have ever had was in the woods with a lot of strangers using a religious sacrament known as Dimethyltryptamine. I love Star Trek the
original series and one of my biggest pet peeves is people who text a lot, who have crappy songs on their cell phone, and who don’t turn it down
during conversations. I really really really dig music, mostly all of it, lots of underground stuff, not really a radio person. I love to talk about
that as well. I’m into lots more and hope to start making friends here. Sorry if this wasted your time completely. Peace.
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