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posted on Dec, 5 2010 @ 06:56 PM
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I don't know my pin number but I'm pretty sure I probably have one, I don't keep all memories on me at all times, I just find it funny that you would think that this whole name thing would be some big deal, but I get it telling people about it is not a good think, they might think your a nutter or something, and since like on Que every other week or every month somebody says that they hear or are in communication with other entities, what should I believe or say...I guess that would make you pretty normal, or at least more honest of the voices in your head. Most people just hear the voice of there political party or leaders expressing how reality really is and should be.




posted on Dec, 5 2010 @ 07:04 PM
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I'll choose to believe that you can't remember your pin and yes you are completly right, the internet is full of whacko's and there stories of prophecies and gods and suchlike.

I spent a long time deliberating on weather or not to start this thread but in the end I cant loose really.
I know I am telling the truth as I percieve it, I gain insight into what is happening and thats got to be a good thing.

If I'm really honest I'll have to admit that if I were to make something up for fun then I'd make it a lot more exiting and give it the old 2010 prediction with aliens thrown in and maybe a few stargates.

And I would have put it on David Ickes website.



posted on Dec, 5 2010 @ 07:44 PM
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yes I chose not to remember my pin either, that is why I don't remember it. Still for some reason you say people are freaked out by this entity or alter personality that you say you have, ever asked them what it said or did when in control of your body, when the time lapses happened, or whatever happened.



posted on Dec, 5 2010 @ 07:45 PM
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The earth is in a period of accelerated activity now which is both caused by and exacerbated by two things. First is our greatly increased awareness of the world in general. The second is our awareness of this fact and our reactions to it. Allowing all this, even causing it some say, is the never before known method of personal connection to almost everyone else in the world. The various reactions to all this are no more than all the differing personalities in the world speaking at once. This is why we find so much fearfulness in social, political, religious and other areas of human activity. Fear is a very common reaction to lack of understanding. When we see all the posting about conspiracies, doom and gloom we may know that they exist only in our imaginations. This is one of the reasons that earth is called the realm of illusion by sages throughout the centuries.



posted on Dec, 5 2010 @ 10:49 PM
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Originally posted by thefamiliar
Not sure how to start this so maybe a little disclaimer.

I am going to ask for some help explaining something that has/is happening to me.
This is not an ego trip or a wind up or a story that I am making up to gain attention.

I am asking here for a perfectly valid reason.
After reading on here for a good few months I believe that this site has both highly intelligent members and a very diverse range of beliefs.

I am not asking for one person to tell me a definitive answer but for as many of you as possible to ask me questions so that I may gain insight and understand it better. Imagine a gestalt therapist if you will!

The reason I am asking is that so many people have had so many opinions of what is occuring I genuinly do not know who to believe but wish to move forwards in my life. I promise to answer any(if any!) questions truthfully as I am doing this for myself and there is no point to the exercise if I am not honest.

Many thanks


That's not even a question, you pervert.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 02:57 AM
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Psalms Chapter 91:13

You shall tread on the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shall you trample under feet. 14 Because he has set his love on me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he has known my name. 15 He shall call on me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honor him.

YHWH was said to have been chosen (by God) because it was similar to "HYH" which means "to become". This was combined with "HWH' meaning "he is". Look up "tetragrammaton".



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 03:44 AM
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Mate ! my advice to you would be to do what I did. Not in a this exact situation how-ever something quite similar. I had a problem about 10 yrs ago, I don´t need to go into details. I kept having bouts of not understanding the things that I´d done and being places I did not remember. I also made some very big mistakes, things that I would never really dream of doing when I was normal if you like. I had been to the Dr´s and been refered a few times to specialist etc, etc. Nobody could really point to what was happening or why. I just seemed normal.

My trigger become booze and drugs as I couldn´t deal with the situation and I really went as low in my life as I´d ever been. At this time my Grandmother put me in touch with a "Spiritual Healer" whom I went to see. Now I´ve been always someone who was interested in the paranormal but never really took it too seriously. I simply believed there may be something else but never really had any evidence. This is when it all changes ! the guy I saw with his wife felt very uncomfortable as soon as we meet and they immediately sensed something was wrong.

I didn´t go into details as I was slightly sceptical but what happened in the next 45 mins was something not of our world, and it changed my life for the better. The battle was not one on that day, but it was the beginning. Look in your local directory and find a Spiritual Church, from there they will be able to direct you in the right direction. Don´t give them too much information as there are a lot of frauds in this line of work, let them do the work and see what happens.

From my understanding these "low level entities" will make you believe anything to get what they want !! even for example the son of the annunaki as they will use your own beliefs against you ! W§nkerS !!

Good luck.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 05:01 AM
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Hope this helps :

You know when you look at it, it seems like the right calling. You should probably do it. But you must act quickly - you MUST do it before you think too much about it. - And never mind what they think. They will not understand. You know best. - You always have.

Also, the biscuits are out of date, you would be best throwing them in the trash.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 08:18 AM
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I should think you were extremely fortunate to find actual spiritual healers. I think the key is that they picked up on your situation without you having to lay it out before them. Good point!

As for our protagonist here, I should think it to be like finding the needle in a haystack scenario to find an honest and real practintioner over there (or anywhere for that matter I guess).

A search amongst the more esoteric threads and forums here might be one place to seek a connection to a person "in the know" about these things?? It is not my area of expertise at all, but I know there are some pretty intuitive spirits in this group.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 08:26 AM
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Thank you Wayno. As I said "the battle was NOT won there" but it was the starting point. There´s a lot in this world we do not understand and to get a medical examination should always be the first port of call. I how-ever was very lucky to be involved the people I was to help me understand what was happening.

Love from your friends and family is the most important thing in these situations for anybody unlucky enough to be suffering from them. I think that this person should try to explore along the suggestion I have made.
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posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:25 PM
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I dont really not know how to answer that statement.

Even If it was not a question how would that warrent an accusation of perversion?



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:27 PM
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Do you know enough to expand on this a lillte more please?



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:34 PM
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Hi glad to hear you came out of it for the better.

A very close friend of mine is a spitiualist medium and I asked him for help some time ago.
Unfortunatly He had asked me to be a part of a sitting in the past and I agreed. This was at a time before it had become to apparent and I did not think that one could affect the other. Without going into details it went quite badly and after that he would have nothing to do with me as far as spirituallity went and became very wary of me in general.

My own belief is that although he had an ability it was limited and he was unsure or incapable of what to do.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:36 PM
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There Is no biscuit.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:36 PM
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Read less ats, stop sketching out, enough with all the conspiracy theories.... Do alittle PROGRESSIVE thinking you know
think about where you're at in your life and where you should be going. Find a hottub and mabye a few beer if thats ur vice... sit back and relax................. look at the stars



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:46 PM
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Hi nice post and I fully agree with the positive attitude!

I'm relativley new to this site and although I've read a few David Icke books in the past and studied a fair bit of religion and mythology I done really think this is a self fullfilling prophecy.

Years ago when Icke first came into the limelight Myself and a few others read and disussed adinfinitum most of his works and theories. Out of four of us It was only really me that was able to see past the hysteria and move along, one of the other guys became a recluse, never leaving the house in case they came in and moved things to mess with his mind.

Dont get me wrong I'm not sat here with a tinfoil hat scouring the net for new answers to the ultimate question!

I have a job, children, hobbies and pay my bills. I have times when this is very hard but I have learned to live like this and to mask the truth to the extent where it is pretty much unnoticeable even to thise who know the truth.

At present I am In a very strong, positive frame of mind and Simply wish to understand what happens a little more so next time I will deal with it a little better



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:46 PM
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Well who ever that guy was he wasn´t your friend. Sometimes when we don´t know where to turn we need to stop for a while and look at the options. Now you´ve stated that you´ve have been to see various people including Dr´s and other specialists in the past. My advice is to you is do as I suggested in the previous post. You need to speak to someone who knows nothing about your situation and do not disclose too much information. If it´s someone you´ve never met they will have no back ground information on your predicament.

If the problem is as I suspect then these other influences will feel threatened and try to stop you receiving the correct form of treatment. Dig deep and ask yourself what it is you need to be you again.

Finding someone to release the other energy would be a good idea and a search in the more esoteric threads as wayno suggested would be a good start.


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posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 12:56 PM
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I am curious, thefamiliar, what experiences you might have had with meditation -- the simple, deep relaxation, focus on breath sort, and what was the result. Sorry if I might have missed it in your previous posts.

I don't have in-depth understanding of it, but somehow for me meditating invariably brings about some change, usually for the better, in what I experience out of life. It seems like every so often I just have to stop and make time for it, or should I say I make time for it because I want things to be better.

I wonder if meditation would give control over to your "friend", or might it put you in touch with resources to help you keep him in control??
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posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 01:17 PM
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I did used to meditate quite a lot, possibly too much for a time.
I belive this is what took this from an occasional thing to something far more frequent.

I have not meditated for about 2 years now it think, If I try to meditate then this brings on the connection.
I have tried for this not to happen both on my own and with guidance and have tried different techniques to prevent this.

I can usually keep it under controll but periodically for reasons I dont understand sometimes It is stronger/more "real"

Meditating is like opening the door and saying "come in, make yourself at home! When most people talk about meditation they talk of peace, serenity, mountains, gently flowing rivers ect.

This is not what happent for me.

It starts off all well and good, breathing, sitting, peacefull and everything is good. then I hear the sound of chanting in the distance and although not the sound, the Impression of drums. I clear the thoughts and start again. Same thing but this time the chanting is a little heavier. not louder but with greater resonance. usually by this time I know that I should stop but its hypnotic, chanting rythmic like a mantra. I dont like giving comparisons but if you have ever seen a program called Shaka Zulu then although its nothing like that It carries the same kind of form in its repetitive rythmic beat. I am White by the way born and bred in the Midlands.

The only way I can try to explain this more Is that there is up and down. most people go up because it is the natural way for them to go, there are very negative beliefs regarding anything Down but to me this is natural. A good while back in the post I spoke about good and bad bieng a matter of perspective. It is the same kind of thing.



posted on Dec, 6 2010 @ 01:21 PM
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MABEY YOU ARE MORE AWAKE AND BECOMMING CLOSER TO UNDERSTANDING MORE ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR SURROUNDINGS. I would just take my time with it all and remain receptive and positive...... my 3 cents



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