posted on Dec, 4 2010 @ 10:56 AM
Wait...you call it a "relationship" when you have never met the person and only deal with them while playing WOW?
I hope you can walk out among the world and find what love is. I have been married 16 years. Every time i see my wife, my stomach gets butterflies.
She works nights, and is asleep when i get home from my 8a-5p. Every day i stand there and watch her sleep for a few minutes, to see her beautiful
brown leg sticking out of the blanket, and her jet black hair tossed softly across the pillow.
If i am going to buy something, my first thought is "will it make her the happiest if i get this?". Every decision I make is about what is best for
her. And every thing I put into her, i get right back. I will wake to find her watching me sleep, smiling.
When i can hold her, and smell her hair, or the sweet smell of her body (she just has this naturally sweet smell), i feel a rush of emotional and
physical bliss. When her warm and soft hands touch my back. When her full lips kiss mine. Or the sensually soft parts of her lower back, especially
during the summer when her sunkissed latin skin is brilliant and bronze.
The times she has been sick, and needed me to hold her hand (or her hair) because she was not strong enough. When she gave me my sons, and needed dad
to be the "nanny" while she recovered. The warm feeling my soul feels as i nurture and care for the woman who has provided me with reason, with the
lattice to which my life has been affixed. The woman who patiently molded up the man I am from the crude, base clay that she found me as.
You have to experience these things. And you cannot do this over the internet. It requires real, human contact. With a real human that is willing to
take their hand off the mouse long enough to caress your cheek, to make you feel the love that you seem to want so bad.