posted on Dec, 1 2010 @ 05:45 PM
The Tao is a good bit of literature! It is one of the first that I read! However...
What you are encountering are spirit entities - of whom or what is hard to say. Do not be afraid, as even a demon or Lucifer himself will not harm you
without purpose and an ending glorification.
It's time for you to PAY ATTENTION to everything. Look for clues, feel - and the answers will come to you.
To be frank, I'm rather disappoint in the low-quality of support in this thread. Two pages and so much has not been said. A doctor will do nothing
but deem you crazy, put you on a medicine (which if you are an avid reader of ATS you should know most medicines are not good for you). And any
medication you're on will close the connection you've created with God. ie, most anti-depressants involve serotonin reuptake. Did you know that when
you sleep ( and dream, and are connected to a different plane of existence like the spirit world and beyond) that you're brain does not discrete
serotonin? When you wake up and become active in the 3rd density world of Earth your brain begins to secrete it again. I once read, in passing, that
anti-depressants take away your ability to feel 'God'. This line stuck with me, and I stopped taking my own medications.. and since then, things
have progressed rapidly.
I highly suggest you embrace this gift of yours - as it has happened to you for a very serious and specific reason. Considering how active and strong
these presences are, and that you can hear them calling your name so prominently - it must be very important for you to wake up to the real world and
to hear them.
I would recommend that you become an avid reader. It's sad the state of our world, how reading has gone by the wayside and is no longer highly
esteemed and respected. Many things you may have deemed as non-sense are very much real, and it's time that you (and soon, the rest of the world) are
awakened to them. We are all living in but one plane of material existence, and things are going to change - else we will be doomed. Though, doom is
not the end and is not necessarily a bad thing.
If you are a reader already, or manage to become one - then there is a lot of literature out there to read and to interpret - I'd include a list
here, but MY list won't be the list that YOU need. The list of words and symbols that YOU need to understand and wake up. If you've ever studied
rhetoric and the founding of logic (Greek>Roman>West) then you understand that everything, literally everything, is subjective to each individual. If
you actively SEEK for truth, then the titles of such books will be revealed to you. PAY ATTENTION.
The one solid piece of advice I can give to you is to meditate. I encourage a solid portion of time dedicated to yourself and to your liberation. Find
a place of solitude and comfort. For me, I drive a few minutes out of town and observe the desert and mountain landscape - you'll have a different
place that comes to mind, I'm sure.
There are many methods of meditation - but I do not mean the sissy type of 20 minutes every now and then with deep breathing and that's it. I mean
serious meditation. Personally, it took me a few months of 2+ hours a day before fragments of the TRUTH began to make sense.
For you, I believe it will be much quicker. You seem lucky. I sense that you've been where you are now, before....
Learn about your chakras - the 7 main chakras in your body - and learn what they represent. Imagine how their 'meaning' would feel if it were an
emotion and meditate on them.
Learn about your Third Eye, your 6th chakra - as yours is clearly already very open and active. Learn how it connects you to the different planes of
existence, and learn how to LISTEN to the entities trying to talk to you for a reason.
Learn about VOID meditation, and learn about WHITE LIGHT meditation.
Good luck, I have faith in you.