Originally posted by theUNKNOWNawaits
reply to post by ChaosMagician
Thank you for sharing and going more in depth about them, as that did clear it up for me. And yes I would agree and props for pointing out,
precognitive dreams. I too have had only a few and have not realized until they were over and none of them so far at least has been about anything
Who knows if the pain was from something you occurred that affected you in the past or something that will occur to you and will affect you in the
future. Though that is the beauty of the world, isn't it, who knows??
I certainly hope it's not the future, like a vision of my own death. It suggests a painful, accidental one before I even have the chance to grow old.
If it is the past, I have a hard time wrapping my head around this because I have remembered it since I was very little so that would make time be
going in reverse (not that I don't think the mind can do this, but that means it's precognitive and I don't like thinking about that).. but in the
absence of being precognitive that would mean it would be past life memory and I can't imagine being able to remember something like that with
**this** brain. I'm not sure how that would work although I know it is claimed. If the soul can remember, why does it not unfold further for me? Why
it is it just that one "clip" so to speak? I can't seem to access other visions like this that feel like true memories.
I do believe the mind can do some very strange things though... and I haven't talked about this dream in a long time or even thought about it until
this subject and it's got me wondering again... but still the mind and soul are different. The soul may have the same constitution I guess?... as it
did in a past life, like the same tendencies or something... but to be able to "record" a material thought- THAT is something I would need to learn
much more about. I know it has been claimed but I can't seem to wrap my head around remembering *tangibles* of a past life without... I don't know...
reformatting those memories somehow?
I think I am now more curious than ever. I am wondering if it was perhaps someone else's memory that somehow got unto my head. I do believe that would
be possible in different ways...such as telepathy or some type of actual documentation of history. We do these things all the time in our own ways. It
feels very personal though as though I was experiencing these feelings as myself, not through someone else. It's hard to explain.
This is why all the while I have concluded that this was a dream that occurred while I was experiencing physical and emotional pain in an important
moment such as birth... a critical moment... and that my mind was sleeping and kind of reinterpreting these feelings as different images.... like, I
don't know... dreaming that a spider is biting you while someone is poking you with a needle. That is the most logical conclusion I can come to.
As for precognitive dreams... I have had a few here there which didn't seem important. I think that might usually how they tend to be. I have had a
couple that were actually very important incidents, but the dreams themselves were vague. I had no idea what they meant. they just kind of haunted me
later... making me wonder what use they are if i can't do anything about it. Were they meant to signal me... or just drive me crazy?
One happened a week before 9/11. I dreamt I was in the stair wells of a skyscraper and there were a few other people in there with me and there was
this terrible feeling of doom. I imagine the same feeling you would get from looking at a field full of dead bodies and not only feeling the tragedy
but being bewildered by what manner of evil could have executed such a dreadful scene. It was an EERIE feeling. That is the best way I can describe
it. Just an overwhelmingly eerie sensation that creeps up and consumes you and makes everything in your perspective in that moment feel just like a
I looked at this one woman perplexed and she she told me that we had to find him. I had no idea who she was talking about but he must have been pretty
damn evil judging by the expression on her face and her tone.
I began going up the stairs to proceed and turned a corner of a stair well and there stood before me the silohette of a man made of fire and he
stopped and looked at me as if he was looking into my soul. I could feel that... because he had no eyes, nose , mouth... anything... just pure fire. I
just felt him gazing into me... and then just as quickly as he appeared, he left and I woke up.
I went into work and there was girl in there with a dream book. She was holding it, looking things up and I began inquiring about my dream... so
people at my work knew I had the dream. I don't know if they remember but if they do, I'm sure it only served to creep them out after 9/11 happened
the following week.
Another important one that I had... I was in a town and the people were foreign... or maybe it was me who was the foreigner, but we were different...
they were darker but not black... had dark hair and their skin was a little darker. I heard a loud noise... like crashing sounds. I turned and there
was a wave coming straight towards us through the streets. I woke up and thought "weird dream" Later that day my mother told me that a tsunami had hit
and killed a lot of people.
There is another dream that has always bugged me but it has not yet turned out to be precognitive or rather psychic... but I will always find this
dream disturbing. I dreamt I was looking up at Christmas lights on someone's ceiling and they seemed to be in an apartment. I was laying on the floor
and I remember feeling like I was a doll. A lovely cold stiff doll... but I didn't feel like myself. I didn't look like myself. I looked like a great
big barbie doll. there was a young blonde guy laying next to me with a grin on his face...looking over me laying there... and as he looked, his
expression went from grinning to a rather serious expression.
What disturbs me about this dream is that I had been watching the news a lot and just a few days before a young woman went missing and people go
missing all the time and I think it's terrible but it doesn't always affect me the same. I had been sick lately and very depressed. I was having a lot
of chest pains and feeling very sorry for myself because nothing seemed to go right.. ever and I felt very lost, but I would lay in bed and watch the
news a little while and sleep a lot. When they started talking about this missing girl they put up rewards and her parents came on TV and as concerned
as they were with the offers and pleas for her return and her seemingly good upbringing, I knew this girl didn't go off on her own. I began having
chills every time it came on the TV. I could feel energy all around me. I kept thinking words in my mind "her energy is strong... her spirit is
strong" I felt that if I could tell this girls mother one thing knowing that she would probably never see her daughter again it would be "her spirit
is strong" ... and it just felt like it was running all over my skin and up my spine giving me chills like crazy.
Then I had the dream. I thought the dream was kind of creepy, but not as creepy as a couple of days after having the dream and several days after she
went missing... I saw his face on the same news channel. He had robbed a store. he didn't look like the typical perp and I wondered why this kid would
have robbed a store and then the thought hit me "he was trying to get out of town"
i got pretty creeped out....then I had another dream. There a telephone number on a pad of paper or something and I NEVER remember numbers in a
dream... so this was very odd. I can hardly ever even see them. I can't read crap in dreams it seems but this time... I did. I woke up and even
remembered the number as though it was etched into my brain. I have since forgotten the number but I remembered it long enough to go online and check
the number... and it was to the tampa airport. Again, creeped me the # out.
They have released photos that they got from a distant security camera of the person of interest that they believe drove her car to a nearby parking
lot possibly to get it away from where she lost her life that would associate it to the crime. It is hard to see clearly but what I see is this same
kid with a bike helmet on and it #ing freaks me out. I even tried calling the crime line to talk to someone about it and didn't know how to begin and
asked the man on the phone about her friends because maybe they had met some guy she had a connection with but was not her bf... because she was
engaged, but I think he put his bike somewhere and then went to her house and asked for a ride because he liked her, maybe was her "connection" to
mild party drugs and thought he was nice and harmless ... and maybe he wanted her, drugged her, accidentally killed her in the process and covered his
tracks while her family is in misery. the guy I talked to didn't even let me get past one question and was so rude. He snapped "I'M SURE THE
INVESTIGATORS ARE TAKING CARE OF ALL THE QUESTIONING... CALL BACK IF YOU HAVE ANY REAL INFORMATION"... and hung up the phone.
I have looked for more information on that case and have found some things here and there that "could be" but I don't have access to certain pieces of
information that would make the whole picture come in clearer. my guess as of right now is that he borrowed a vehicle and took her body and made a
straight b-line west and dumped in a secluded spot... in the water perhaps. perhaps with background info on him, like where he is from and things like
that...where he went to school...it would paint a better picture of where his old stomping grounds are... like paces he is familiar with where he
knows secluded spots are because finding where he might have dumped her is top priority to solving the whole case... aslo, talking to his landlords
prior to his arrest, but I don't have access the THAT... and you just can't tell people stuff like this, not those assholes on the crime lines. How
are you even supposed to start?
Anywho... I was perusing the landscape years later because of this girl... getting those old chills again and I saw some weird things in the
landscape, in the ocean that are unrelated I'm sure... but it freaked me out, because as I was looking I thought I might see a sign.
Sure does LOOK like a sign but I imagine it's completely unrelated.
Whew... I better stop writing. not only is this long but I have given myself a good case of the heebie jeebies!
I will just add that there have been more things that have come across since digging into this... like people with his same last name and of age to be
parents of his or something not far from where this happened but not in the same city, but between there and where he might have taken her and the
name is not a common name. I was looking for people that could be relatives of his... not to bother them or any crazy # like that but to see where he
was from and to look at the landscape for hidden places. There is one particular area that really creeps me out I have been wanting to go there and
look at a certain something I saw but haven't had the chance to drive all the way over there. It's on the other side of florida. It's on the corner of
two streets. I don't want to go into details but my mind goes crazy with ideas of what he could have done and how he did it.
22-11-2010 by ChaosMagician because: (no reason given)